stars and stripes

2006-05-14T15:06:00.000+08:00

Oh man.
I've been reallie busy.
This whole week
i haven been home for dinner at all.
I spend more time outside then hm.
It's like reach hm, open the door,
hear parents' nag 4 comin hm late.
Grab my bedtime clothes.
Shower and then..off to slp.
I feel myself drifting frm my fam.
So sad.
Used to sit wif my mum over lunch
or wadeva and juz tok abt anything
under the sun.
Now is like, shuddup, im tired, i wanna slp.
I feel so bad 4 being mean.

This whole thing is due to my project.
Primer 1.
Thank god it's all over.
Had my presetation on fridae.
My flaws, are my drawings.
Yay, and they said i was confident
in my presentation.
Yipee.
Ok, nxt week.
Oh man, tt means tmw!
It's introduction to another
project.
Primer 2.
It's abt music.
So i hafta link plants to
wadeva music they r playing
and make a 3d model.
Come up wif concept n blah.
I dun care.
I must do betta then primer 1.
Primer 1 was so last min.
Not organised.
Poor time managment.
Yea.

Anw, life's good so far.
Nice new frens.
I thank god for everything.
(:
Esp my big green man.
Hehe.
Oh ya.
To my mummy
and all mummys of the world.
HAPPY MOTHER'S
DAY!
Mama, i love u.
Mama, i care...
(:

2006-04-24T09:20:00.000+08:00

I blogged earlier in the morn
at abt 10 plus aft my lecture
but blogger went mad.
So wadeva i typed is gone.

Anw, im havin free time now.
Slacking at my desk.
Cuz i've oredi completed my drawing.
Hehehehe.
Hadta collect 5 diff plant species
and then skecth em
in pen and pencil.
I've done it oredi.
Am kinda satisfied wif my drawing.
Not bad la.
Quite pressurising at first
when i hadta sketch in felt pen.
Like hmm...wad if i draw wrongly?
Haha, anw, i did it. (:

Goshness.
The plant names are a killer.
Wanna noe?
My plants are called..
Samanea Saman
Chrysaliclocarpus Lutescans
Paspalum Conjugatum
Synggonium Poclophyllum
Wedeloa Trilobata
Like wow...i can die.
Must rmb their names.
Tongue twister.
Heh.

OK, im off to see ppl's drawings.
Heh..
(:

2006-04-20T08:21:00.000+08:00

Haha. Im in sch now.
Hehehehhhee.
Fun.
School is fun.
Nice classmates.
And i've decorated my table oredi.
Thank god i found some wisdom in drawing.
I always thought my drawing was'nt fantastic.
But im doing fairly well so far.
This course sure is damn hell ex.
Lots and lots of expenses
and still more to come.

Yestdae was a fun dae at ubin.
Hadta sketch 5 diff plant and
tree species.
And rmb their names.
Hahaha.
Im in need of a digi cam!
Yea.
Fun la.

Todae is wad?
I dunno.
Meeting the 2nd and 3rd yr
students to play games?
Yea.
Haven start yet.
tt's the reason why i can blog.

Oh ya, i hav my own logo.
So we dun hafta write our names
on our masterpieces.
Juz sketch our personal logo.
Yea.
Cool. Interesting la.
Lecturer helped me modify it. (:
It's a cube wif my initials.

Oh yes.
N i find poly life much much
more tiring and exhausting
as compared to sec sch life.
Go hm, bathe, dinner and boom...
knock out oredi.
Hahahhaa.
But i still spend some toking
time wif my sweetie pie.
Hehehehhee.
Yay!
This week is gonna end soon.
Real soon.
So tt means i can see my darling!!!
Cant wait.

Ok. Till then.
I gtg.
Gonna do some last
touch ups to complete my drawing
then b ready 4 submission. Yea.
(:
Everydae is FUN!

2006-04-13T11:21:00.000+08:00

New life in SP sure rawks.
Indeed i've met many wonderful
fwens. All got along well.
I was sick on tuesdae.
Half way thru orientation,
i was'nt feeling well.
Had minor headache.
Then i had neck cramps
and muscle ache.
I knew i was gonna get sick.
Worse, my fwens and i got
lost in tt huge sch.
Walked up and down, climb many stairs.
Slopes and blah blah blah.
I felt feverish then.
But i din tell anyone i was feelin unwell.
We were all having fun.
And despite me feeling horrible,
i joined in the fun.
Juz acted like i was normal.
I mangaed. Hehe
Yea..so went home.
Down wif bad sore throat,
a killer headache and fever.
It was reallie a killer.
I bathed and then took a nap.
Even though it was a humid
and warm afternoon,
i felt reallie cold,
like i was in the lecture hall.
Imagine, the sun, and the fan off.
N there i was slping wif blankets
pulled up to my chin.
I was reallie freezing.
It was tt bad.
I even vomitted aft i ate panadol.
It was so gross.
The sink got choked.
N i hadta clear it.
Thank god i din vommit another time.
Mebbe i could have.
But there's nth left to puke i guess.
Cuz all i had for dinner
was just corn soup.
I din have appetite.
My headache was juz killing me.
My temples juz kept throbbing.
I wanted to bang my head many times.
No strength though.
I kept slping.

My poor darling is oso unwell.
Oso puked.
Telepathy?
Fate?
We juz hadta recover tog. (:
Hmmm.......

Anw.
Wednesdae.
Had SP flag dae.
I manage to recover and gain
enuff strength to go out. Yay.
HAHA! my total sum was $17.60
Lazy. Slacked alot.
Me and my fwens wenta eat aft doing
like 1 hr??
Even thought of watching movies. HAHA.
Oh ya, my place is somerset.
But we walked the whole of town la.
Half way thru my partner and i even
went for "ice cream break". hahahha.
Oh yes yes yes.
thank you so much Mel and Chris 4
"visiting" me and adding donations.
Thank you. Gonna miss u all so much la.
Hmm...

Oh yipee.
I hav my own studio.
Yay. In fact my class has got
it's own studio.
And we juz got assigned to our places ytd.
The whole studio juz look like an office.
Like a comapany. DLA company. haha.
I have my own table, own computer.
It's a huge working space.
Love it.
Each and everyone of the us
can even personalise our own table.
Of course i'll put my sweetie's pic.
(: And mebbe a catus?
Or a mini pot of fake flowers?
Cuz the lecturer say must
at least reflect tt i am a designer.
Heh heh heh.
Plants. oh well. actually i dun like plants.
HAHA.
Oh yes.
N i must memorise 1001 plant names.
Hooray to me. Not.
Hmm....
Wadeva.
More interested in the drawing part.
I can say im no gd at drawing.
Oh well, im gonna learn and excell.
Cuz i wanna further my studies.
Not gonna stop at diploma.
Ahhh..long way more la.
Dream on.

Oh yes.
Did i mention tt my classmates
are reallie nice ppl?
I think i did.
Hahahah.
No harm repeating myself.
Oh my class is not 35 ppl.
It's 43. Yea.
Easy to mix ard la.
I noe half the class oredi. (:
So fun.
Nxt week still playing.
Not yet down to serious-ness yet.
Till fridae.
Yup.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
My architecture journey is gg to start.
N im so loving it. (:

Ok.
Ltr on i hav passion play.
Weeeeeee.
The real dae is finally here.
I get to mock jesus.
Muahahahahhaa.
Ok, how unholy of me.
Mebbe tt's y i got sick. haha.
Anw, yea.
Starting todae.
8pm to nxt dae fridae 10pm.
Walk, act, walk act, walk act.
Ceder meal. lentern vigil.
N the usuals.
Yup.
I hafta catch enuff slp.
Cuz i juz recorvered i still
feel strength-less smtimes.
Like i cant stand too long.
I will nt faint dis yr again.
Last yr, i scared my mum during
good fridae's mass.
Ahahhahahaha, i blacked out
during the gospel.
Frm wad i rmb, i only could hear
very very faintly...
"crucify him crucify him" then i
blacked out. Hahahaha.
Scared the hell outta my mum.
She said i was pale like ghost.
Heh.
Dun worry mama.
Ur daughther is stronger now.
Hopefully la. Hhhahhahaha.
Yup.
Then off to slp slp slp.
ZzzzzZzzzZzzzzzzz.

Saturdae still have NC way's
easter vigil.
Wa..im the holy-est.
Can see my hallow and wings?
Ok lame....
hahahha.
Yea, i hope i can pull thru.
Can i?
Fridae afternn hibernate.
Sat morn and aftnn oso hibernate.
Yea yea.
Enuff slp.
Ya can la.
Off. bye.
Im gonna prepare.
Pack my bag and then
start hibernating.

Wont be bloggin till i dunno
when due to hibernation.
So....
Happy early easter everyone.
Christ is risen he is truly risen
Alleluia.

2006-04-10T17:55:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae. 09/04/06
Love of my life.
Caught by surprise.
I was expecting it.
But din expect it to happen so soon.
Yea. :)
<3

Ok.
Todae is my first dae of
orientation at SP.
It was boring.
Juz had talks.
Briefed abt flag dae.
And learn how to use the
computer system at SP.
Interesting la.
Met reallie nice ppl.
My new class is pretty quiet.
Hope it'll b betta tmw.
Yea.
Haven made much new fwens.
5 so far. out of like 40?
Tmw i shall try and mingle ard.
Yea.

Wow.
I seriosuly need lotsa materials for
landscape architecture.
So interesting.
Im gonna look so professional wif
all those materials and stationeries.
Hahahaahhhhaaha.
The must haves are

A3 size -Butter paper
A3 size -Catridge paper
A3 size -Arch file
A set of B range pencils
Colour pencils (72 standard colours)
Masking tape
Scissors, penknife
Fine-liner pens (0.1, 0.2, 0.3, 0.5, 0.8, 1.0, 1.2)
Circle template
French curves
Scale ruler
Cutting mat A4/A3
Clutch pencil and Lead
Roller ruler

I don't want to go another day

So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind

Seems like everybody is breaking up

Throwing their love away

I know I got a good thing right here

That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody's going to love me better

I'm going to stick with you

Forever

Nobody's going to take me higher

I'm going to stick with you

You know how to appreciate me

I'm going to stick with you

My baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way

I'm going to stick with you

I don't want to go another

So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind

See the way we ride

In our private lives

Ain't nobody getting in between

I want you to know that you're the only one for me

And I say

Nobody's going to love me better

I'm going to stick with you

Forever

Nobody's going to take me higher

I'm going to stick with you

You know how to appreciate me

I'm going to stick with you

My baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way

I'm going to stick with you

And now

Ain't nothing else I can need

And now

I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me

I got you

We'll be making love endlessly

I'm with you

Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about

People hanging around

They ain't bringing us down

I know you and you know me

And that's all that counts

So don't you worry about

People hanging around

They ain't bringing us down

I know you and you know me

And that's why I say

Nobody's going to love me better

I'm going to stick with you

Forever

Nobody's going to take me higher

I'm going to stick with you

You know how to appreciate me

I'm going to stick with you

My baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way

I'm going to stick with you

im missing you so so so much.
cant wait to see ur smile again.
bisous.

<3
you light up my
life with vibrant colours !

2006-04-08T11:03:00.000+08:00

Oh man.
Im so so tired.
I only had 3hrs of sleep.
Am at the office now.
YAWN.......

Crap.
Call parents.
Collect money.
Escort kids to toilet.
That's all i hafta do within
this 3 hours of recep work.
YAWN..
The couch is so tempting.
I wanna slp.
I hope i dun hafta do this every sat.
I need to rest
since school is starting real real soon.

Save me.
30 more mins.
Im freezed up in a frozen office.

2006-04-07T11:48:00.000+08:00

Another day without plans.
Woke up in the morn,
im wanted by boss, she sms
me to be receptionist 4 3hrs tmw.
So earky ok. 8.30 to 11.30.
But i need $.
Im broke.
N where's my pay, huh???
Nt even transferred into my account yet.
Where huh? huh? huh? huh?

Hmm...
If i get too bored ltr,
i might grab my sis blades
and juz blade ard the void deck.
Or juz zoom to the badminton court.
N tt long slope leading to my block.
I wanna juz zoom down and feel
the nice breeze.

Oh man.
Wad is wrong wif my application
of my ez-link card?
Need to do online.
But it told me this.

1. Your record could not be found.
Please note that only full-time
matriculated undergraduates/diploma students
from approved tertiary institutions
and who are neither sponsored by
nor receiving an allowance from any organisation,
are eligible for the Tertiary Student ez-link card.

2. If you are a new student of Year 2006
for Ngee Ann Polytechnic or Republic Polytechnic,
you would need to apply through your institution.

3. If you are eligible based on the criteria above
but cannot find your record,
please provide your respective tertiary institution
with the following information:
Name
NRIC/FIN/Passport Number
Name of tertiary institution
Matriculation date
Existing Tertiary Student ez-link card number (if in possession of one)
Contact number

Wad?!

So during orientation which is nxt week,

i must ask the SP ppl. Hmmmmmm....

Troublesome.

2006-04-06T13:53:00.000+08:00

Weeeeeee...
Blogless daes due to laziness.
I went out so often these days n
now im broke.
I proclaim bankruptcy.
N tt where's my pay woman???
The company owes me money!

Ok anw,
On mon i met shermaine
and christie 4 dinner n
then shopping again.
I was like 45mins early.
Ok, i dunno wad i was thinking
but ya, i was 45mins early!!
Both of em were still working.
So i did some window shopping
all by my lonesome self.
Got attacked by a woman who offer
to do a fat test for me.
Mad la, wad fats test.
Im in need to build up more fats
still conduct fats test on me.
Insane.
Anw, when i could'nt stand
the feeling of being alone
and being stared at for wearing
so casual at an industrial
and high class office area, i called
shermaine and asked her 4 directions
so i can juz sit and stone at her
office's tower lobby.
Yea.
Her office tower is like wa...
big company wif big bucks la.
Okay...
I almost got lost at lau pa sat area
and worse it was raining and i was
partially drenched.
Anw, aft so much complications,
time seem to fly and we met christie.
Then off we went to chinatown to collect
shermaine's reserved fossil watch.
It's nice for her la.
But for me, it'll look so oversize.
Hahaha, can b my clock.
Ok, nt so exaggerating but it's huge.
Then we went town.
SHOPPING!
Omg, i fell in love wif
dis 60bucks camisole frm mango.
Im gonna get it man.
Among all the camisoles i checked out,
tt one at mango is the nicest by far!
Im in love wif it.
Yea, went hm thinking of tt camisole.

Ok. Tuesday.
I love tt day.
It was 4e class clique outing again.
My dear dear missed fwens.
Michelle, iris, anjana, boo, alvina, tanny.
Michelle's surpirse is funny.
Hahahahhahah.
Anw, we went to Swenson's to eat.
Catched up on each other alot.
Took many pics.
Even asked the waiter to help us
take pics.
N there was dis lil cute gal.
So in love wif boo. hahahha.
It was hilarious.
Then we had fun playing wif those
tong machines.
Hehehhe.
Nightmare before christmas.
I got anjana's jack
and she's got the witch i wan.
So we traded and happily went hm.
Sucha great dae.
I dun wanna start orientation nxt week.
Nobody i noe of is in the same course as me...

Then wednesday.
I went sentosa with my
ex-transportation partners.
Melissa, christie and karmila.
So fun.
We went cycling.
Mel din manage to learn so in the end
we extended another hour and she
shared a two seater bike wif karmila.
So off we went cycling n exploring sentosa.
I embarrased myslef a million times.
Shouting crap at the rangers there.
My gdness.
Nxt time, pls go to east coast.
It's much more fun there la.
Then aft bath, we went to
stc to collect our year book.
So funny.
I saw my sis in the general office.
She has detention.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
I read her yellow form,
the teacher stated that she
has detention for writing letters
to her fwen during, english, chinese,
literature, science and art lessons.
HAHA!!!
Madness.
Bumped into many trchrs and
had a short chat.
Hehe.
I'll nvr b gg back there again.
Sobs.

Time reallie flies like
a click of a mouse.
Nxt week is my poly orientation.
I DUNNO ANYBODY.
4 daes of orientation.
Thank god it's not stay one.
I hope i can reallie get easily
acquainted wif the ppl there.
Dis yr's enrolment is 35.
Mebbe more or less.
So i'll b meeting 30 smth
new faces.
I hope everyone is nice,
n we can b a lil happy
landscape architecture family. (:
It betta b.
35 is easy to mix ard la.
I dunno how course wif 100 over work.
Hehehe.

Todae is thursdae.
Im bored.
Nth to do.
Ltr im gonna accompany my mummy
to buy paint brushes.
Cuz she's making the easter candle.
Hope i can do a lil more shopping.
Heh heh.
Hahhahaaha.
Then i'll meet my ebay seller for the
right size bag that i want.
Yay.
Im reallie broke.
Where's my pay?!

2006-04-03T14:14:00.000+08:00

Yea.
Shopping and more shopping.
Gonna meet christie and shermaine ltr.
Tt's all.
Apparently, i cant think
of anything to blog.
Shall get out of the house for
inspiration.
That'll be after i shop wif em two.
Tata.

2006-03-29T11:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae was great
although i received some sad news.
Initially i was meeting my dear missed
fwens, anjana, iris and clara.
Lunch at Holland V.
But Iris and Clara could'nt make it.
Gave anjana a call to tell her
and we decided to cancel it.
Yup.

Anw.
Early in the morn.
I accompanied Mel for her Xray.
Then we decided to go town for shopping
and oso lunch.
Gave Christie a call to ask her
to take half dae frm work.
And she joined us too.
We went suntec instead.
Ate yummy yummy swenson's.
Mel had curry baked rice.
Chris had fish and chips.
N i had chicken baked rice.
For dessert,
Mel had sticky chewy ice cream.
Chris had chocolate ice cream.
N i had iced cappucino.
Yummy.
Nice big feast.

Oh. N chris was clumsy.
She accidentally drop some
chocolate ice cream on her
light purple t-shirt.
Hahaaha.
It was very obvious.
2 brown stains on her tee.
Then we went shirt hunting for chris.
Went to Marina.
Went topshop, mango, zara, nike, puma.
And i dunno where else.
Shopped here and there.
And the finallly she got a dark brown
polo tee at zara.
Nice.
Great fun.

All of us went hm happy.
Mel bought a yellow spag frm topshop.
Chris bought a brown polo tee frm zara.
And I bought a dark pink tee frm mango.
Plus i went to play the tong tong machine.
U noe the one whereby u drop a coin in,
turn and ta dah, a ball rolls out .
yea. Nvm, it u dunno.
But i was so lucky.
I managed to get my two favourite
characters frm nightmare before christmas.
Loves loves.
So adorable.
Mel said i cant stop smiling at em.
Hahahahahhaaha.

Life reallie rawks.
I wish i had more time to play.
SP starts sch one week earlier then
the other polys. Hmmm...

2006-03-27T18:35:00.000+08:00

Oh yipee.
Life aft O's and work
totally rawks rawks rawks!
Hehehe.
I've got a adidas sling and nike tote.
New specs.
New fone.

And todae.
Im finally enrolled.
Oh yipee!
_jumps up and down.
I hav everything i need 4 poly.
:)
Oh, my student card is weird.
I smiled too much. :)))))))))))))
Anybody wanna see?
Oh ya.
My course has a purple lanyard.
Initially i thought i could choose
the colour of the lanyard.
But nah...
the colours is accordin to the course.
If nt, i wld hav wanted black.
They have Purple, which is mine. :)
Red.
Black.
Yellow.
Yea, tt's wad i mainly saw todae.
Purple is so so so rare.
There were so many yellow n black
lanyardies walking ard.
Hmm..

Oh my gdness.
The various clubs ppl r damn irritating.
Keep persuading u to write down ur
particulars and join camps.
Esp tt dunno wad debating club.
They held me there for so long
asking me to join.
I was so urgent, i could've peed on my pants.
Too bad if im nt interested in ur club la.
I join some epocha camp thingy. 2 daes only.
Haha.
Adventurers club. and dunno wad else la.
I juz merely wrote my name down to make
em shut up.
Anw, they told me im nt obliged to go.
Juz write my particulars and they will contact me.
Sad thing.
I wanted tt sports camp.
But hav no more vacancy.
So i wrote my particulars in
wad they call a waiting list.
Yup.
Hoepefully i can get in.
Cuz it sounds reallie fun.
And besides christie's fwen
advised me to join tt.
Hehe.

Oh yes.
Speakin of tt woman.
I joined st ant's passion play.
Wow, the youth grp there is
like so happening.
St Joseph's like yawn........
Yay.
Hopefully i can bcum holy-er
bcuz i join the passion play.
Ok crap.
Hhaahaha.
Anw, im actin as a mocker.
Juz shout bad things.
CRUCIFY HIM !
PILATE, U'RE A COWARD!
YOU ARE NO FWEN OF CEASER !
HAIL CEASER !
WE WANT BARABAS !
RELEASE BARABAS !
Yea. along those lines la.
So unholy rite?
It's only the play.
Add tension to make ppl
pity and rmb wad Jesus had gone thru.
Yup. Amen.
So fun.
Cant wait for the real thing.

Oh yipee.
I cant wait for pranking/sentosa dae.
I cant wait to shop wif my mama
to update my wardrobe.
I cant wait for a laptop.
I cant wait for easter.
_jumps jumps jumps

2006-03-25T11:55:00.000+08:00

No one can ever turn back time.
Juz ytd, the company wished me all the best.
And i bid em farewell. ;)
Thank em a million.
I've learnt alot frm there
in becuming a young adult. :)
Im like makin myself sound old.
Ha.

Ok.
Many blog-less daes r due
to work. Wad else?
I hav dis particular feeling
as if im deprived frm slp or smth.
This is reallie weird when i actually
slp for 7, 8, 9 hrs.
Yup.
Home frm work is alwaes
bath then bed time.
Just busy busy busy.
Damn hectic.

Now im on holidae again.
Slack.
I like.
2 whole weeks to slack
b4 poly orientation.
Yup.
Ytd was my enrolment dae.
Thank u christie and mel
for keepin me company.
I could hav turned into a block
of wood waiting 4 my turn if i was alone.
Wad tough luck.
I got "kicked out" at the first station.
Cuz i din read the forms properly.
I din let the bank stamp some rubbish.
So i hafta go back on mondae.
Yawns.
Waited 4 45mins 4 nth.
But i had fun anw.
Then i followed Chris and Mel
to their new sch NP
to check out wad cool laptops they hav.
So nice.
Hahaha.
NP is like so easy 2 get here and there.
SP is like wa....
"where am i now" tt kind of thing.
Gosh.
It's so hard to meet em nxt time.
But thank god there's a direct bus
and if i wanna cab there.
Cab fare is less than 5bucks.
Similarly for em, if they wanna look
for me at SP nxt time. (:
Must ok, Mel and Chris.
Take turns to look 4 each other.

Judith judith! u reading?
Nxt time share cab fare to look
for ur dearest darling, k?
1 dollar 1 dollar.

Anw, im damn happy.
Cuz i foind two ppl i noe tt's gg SP.
Rachel Camoens and Valery Lee.
Although we are all in diff course,
but who cares?
We are in the same poly,
at least we hav sm1 to tok to
n get lost tog in the big sch
without embarrasing ourselves
by askin other ppl for directions. Haha.
Must meet in between classes.
N town tog aft sch.
Yay! Thought i was the only bozzo
at SP.
YAY!

Ok.
Any1 free on mondae?
this coming mondae.
27 march.
Pls accompany me to SP.
I dun wanna turn into a block of wood
waiting for my turn.
It's damn boring pls.

Hmm.
I wan a fury fwen.
A puppy or a bunny.
But puppy preferably.
Both better still.
I'll name the dog Muffin.
And the bunny Cookie.
And they shall be best of fwens.
(:

Shopping anyone?
Sms me if u're free, k?
Im damn bored now.
I wanna spend the two weeks doing
fulfulling stuff.
Gonna go sentosa soon wif
my ex-transportation partners
Mel, Chris and Lala.
Cycle and tan.
Then i wanna hav shopping partners.
Anyone? anyone?

2006-03-17T23:03:00.000+08:00

Yes. One week gone.
Whoo hoo.
Tmw's oredi the weekends.
Yay.
I cant wait for nxt week to end.
I reallie wanna holidae.
U noe holidae.
Like nt think abt anything
and laze ard.
2 weeks of slackin b4
poly arrangements
shld b enuff la.
N i need to go top up my
wardrobe.
Throw all my formal wear away.
Nah la.
Hahahahha.
I can still work part time recep,
they said. Hehehehe.

Gosh.
Im a fries craver.
Hahahaha.
Is there such thing anw?
Hahahah.
I crave for mac's fries everydae.
Soon i think i'll die of kidney failure
or heart disease due to too much
salt intake.
Hehe. I still rmb bio ok.
Coronary heart disease.
Oh man.
Touch wood.
Cursing myself to the grave.
How stupid is tt?

Anw.
Oh man.
tt damn cpf webby takes
like effing yrs to load.
Mich i agree wif u ok.
Gettin ready for poly
is so troublesome.
-yawns.
When will the
webby stop showing me
the red blod words
PROCESSING IN PROGESS
PLEASE WAIT ...
come on la.
Im very sian oredi.

Oh boy.
Talkin of sian.
I was so bored in the office juz now.
I log on to ebay.
I show this reallie nice P.O.A black tee.
I click the buy it now button.
17 bucks.
Ok la.
But i kinda regret clickin it.
Beats me.
I think im nuts smtimes.
Mebbe i was juz too bored.
My seller sms me her a/c no.
And i agreed to do a postage delivery.
Sian.
Now i wanna turn back time.
But the tee is nice la.
I aint serious on gettin it.
Gosh, now i take wad i always
tell ppl seriously.
tt is, when im bored, i
do all kinds of stupid things.
Ok. It's so true now.
Seriously.
Now i understand myself.
Now i noe how insane i get
when im reallie bored.
Okayy.. I surrender to myself.
Vanessa, u are an idiot.
Go bang ur head against the wall.
..............

I need a break.
SERIOUSLY..
take me to sm where far away...

2006-03-16T16:31:00.000+08:00

Umm.
So now everyone in the company
noes tt my last dae wif em is
nxt fridae. HEHE.
They allow me to do part time
recep even if im schooling.
Cool.
Quite nice ppl la.
But im sick n tired of office
job. It's so boring...
Monotone.
No excitment.
No stress.
Juz slack.
Even the things they
ask me to do r nt
stressful or demanding.
Slack.
I can even go online secretly.
Like now.
OK.
I wonder how my assistant manager
will react if she sees me bloggin.
Juz now she happen to walk pass me
i thought it was the accountant,
so i din reallie take much caution
and i was lookin at ppl's friendtser
pics. Hahhahaaa.
But heck la.
I din do anything wrong wad.
Hahahahahaha.
Sian.

Ok.
Ltr i hafta attend a wake.
Some old lady pass away.

Wa, and my older sis wanna borrow
a laptop frm the office.
And she's coming wif my mum ltr.
Gosh.

I cant wait to leave the company.
(:

2006-03-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

Todae is a fabulous dae.
Rawks rawks rawks.
Totally.
Ok. Tok abt last nite.
I spent the nite at judith's hse.
Jochebed's hse.
Ok wad's the diff.
They're sisters. yea.
Cuz i hadta go to punggol pri
for another teacher's workshop
and i hav no idea where it is.
Moreover, it's damn far frm my hse.
Im lazy to travel.
Besides their hse is only
one stop away frm the sch.
How convinient.
So aft work,
i ran hm, took my clothings
and rushed to their hse.

Oh yes!
When i was walkin to the bus stop
frm hm, i met dis con man.
Ok la.
I noe im short and i look
innocent but too bad ok.
U cant trick me and rob me ok.
The guy was on a bike.
He acted so pitiful.
Told me some old granny story.
Like "excuse me, can u help me?
I've been cyling ard lookin 4 help.
my wife is coming at 11.30 frm work
to meet me. at the same time i need to go
get medicine 4 her. but i dun hav
enuff money, if u can spare me some
i will return u. any amt will do."
So i ask him how much
money he short off.
He said 10 over bucks.
Then i ask hm how he will return
my money if i lend him.
He said he will meet me same place
same time tmw.
Then i ask him if he hav a mobile.
He said he dun hav.
I ask wad abt ur wife?
He was like "oh, i cant
rmb her number. (luffs)"
I was like "okayyy...."
then i play back.
I open my wallet and said,
oh lemme see....
then i told him off n said,
sorry i dun hav enuff money,
u hafta ask sm one else.
N i juz walked off.
Fucker.
I dun fall 4 tricks liddat.
try harder...
Anw, clinics will allow late
payment or deposits wad.
Im nt stoopid. Hello......

Oh well.
Anw...
Reached there abt 11 +.
I bathed.
Joch was sms-ing.
Judith was chattin on the fone.
Her older sis's erm..mich?
Ya, wadeva, was msn-ing.
Then blahs.
B4 we all knock out.
I was chattin to judith.
Abt comm stuffs.
Tokin abt other comm's hot
gossips as well as farnie n
gd lookin boys in the comm.
Had a reallie great luff.
Dun wanna mention names.
Im nt mean.
Ha.
But it's reallie.
Omg. Hhahaahaahahhahah!!!

Anw anw.
The trchr's workshp was ok.
Usual la.
Can earn easy $ by juz showin
my face and shake leg.
Hhaha.
There was a fire in the ava rm ok.
I dunno wad exactly happen.
But smoke was emitting frm the dustbin.
Evryone could smell smth was burnin.
I stupidly thought it was the smell
of some barbecue food.
Pardon my stupidity.
I dun cook.
So i cant reallie tell the
diff between chao tar smell
and barbecue.
Or mebbe it's juz me
and my poor sense of smell.
Hhahaha.
Wadeva.
There was a fire.
In the bin.
I was only a few feet away.
I watch the trchrs ran
and pour a bottle of mineral
water into the bin
and carried the bin out of the rm.
I felt totally helpless sittin there.
Wad can i do?
Im no fire rescue.
hahahhaha.
But thank god it
wasnt a big fire or wadeva.
If nt, i won b sittin here
bloggin now.

Anw.
Aft the workshop.
I went back to the office wif boss.
By cab.
She bought herself coke
and she offered me a drink,
so i got soya bean.
Chatted all the way frm
hougang to bukit merah in the cab.
Toked abt NC way.
She juz dun understand y her parent's
comm wld fight.
Neither do i.
Common thinking.
We had a great luff at their
lame-ness and childishness
over comm matters.
Hahahahha.
Adults r reallie kuku in the
head smtimes.
I can nvr understand em.
-shrugs.

Anw, got off work early.
I went to town to chill by
myself for a while.
I need tt space.
I need to b alone.
Yes. It was nice.

Oh ya.
N i told me boss i need a break.
im only workin till nxt week.
then bye bye to company.
yes, and nxt thurs i requested
for leave.
Gonna go 4 a medical checkup.
yup.
I cant wait for tt one week to pass.
N my reward.
MY REWARD! $$$$$$$
i deserve it ok.
How much effort i put in
4 tt company.
N i haven got my taxi fare claim.
Dun cheat young girls ok.

Oh, im so excited.
I cant wait to embark on a new
study journey.
But sobs.
Most ppl r gg to NP.
I cant find any SP.
SP anyone?
Pls tell me.
We meet up on the first dae
of sch. I dun wanna get lost.
:)

2006-03-04T13:31:00.000+08:00

Hey. haha.
Im blogging wad i wrote.
Which means to say, i actually wrote
this whole entry in my organiser
and now im simply juz referring
to it and typing it all out now.
Btw, dis was wad i did yesterdae.
:)

Well, im actually at a teachers' wkshop.
No, im nt a teacher.
Im juz facilitating it.
I hav many roles when im working.
When im out of the office, im no longer
a receptionist.
Either im a facil or coordinator.
Depending on wad errands my boss
wans me to accomplish.

Anw, back to the teachers' wkshop thing.
Initially, i wanted to bring a bk along.
But i totally 4got abt it.
So now im dead dead bored.

Oh well.
By now i oredi noe my posting results.
I've been posted to landscape architecture
at Singapore poly.
It's my 3rd choice.
Im nt upset or disappointed though.
Im actually in a dilemma.
Initially, i wanted early childhood
very very badly.
N since im now posted to architect,
the course is actually aint bad
aft i checked it out at the
SP website.
Interesting la.
Sound professional oso. Haha.
Architect.

Oh man.
To appeal or not to appeal?
BIG question mark!
On mon, i hafta facilitate another
teacher's workshop.
8 to 11.
Then if im keen on appealing,
i must run to ngee ann.
Besides poor gong gong shermaine
has no one to accompany her.
Gong gong shermaine.
So how how how?
BIG question mark!

Landscape architect.
Early childhood.
Landscape architect.
Early childhood.
Landscape architect.
Early childhood.
SP
NP
SP
NP
SP
NP
Landscape architect
Early childhood
?
?
0.O
O.0
-.-
XD
:/
Landscape architect???
Early childhood???

??50 50 situation??
I need advice.
So far, many ppl tell me to stick wif it.
Better future/pay, govt job.
No so monotone, like face new
things everydae.
Not only kids.
But then again.
There are others tt oso gav me
their views tt early childhood is better.
Set up childcare.
But tt oso depends if i hav $.
-looks to mel.
ninja logo?
How?im so damn lost.
Anw, i've checked out oso.
Early childhood intake dis yr is 190.
Landscape architect is 35.

Gosh.
Im in a damn big dilemma.
HELP GOD. HELP ME.
I need advice.
Tag tag tag tag tag tag.
Or sms me.
Big question mark ok.
Sm1 gotta help me!
PLEASE!
PLEASE!

Ok.
-inhales, exhales.
Haaaaaaaaaa.....
Ok.
On a nt so stressful note,
or rather,
on a happier note.
I've finally got my pay.
Like it was delayed 4 2daes man.
Yipee.
My shopping list!!

Haiz.
Im still stressing over my dilemma.
I juz cant take my mind of it.
There's a lil thing in my head
screaming how how how?
SHUDDUP LA.
wad's wif tt small thing in my head.
Keep quiet!
Ok.
I think there's other ppl tt's
worse than me.
Dun worry.
U all r nt alone too.
There's still hope.
Appeal. (:
I'll pray 4 those feeling
reallie sad and disappointed.
Pray tt ur ur appeal for transfer
will be successful.
And me, pray for myself tt God
will gimmie "inspiration"
to finalise my choice.
Amen.

I still need advice.
Early childhood?
Landscape arhitect?
?
?
?
?
?
?

2006-02-26T21:50:00.000+08:00

Oh yipee!
I finally bought an organiser.
Okay. Grey colour.
Clothed hard cover.
Nice nice.
And spacious enuff
for me to jot down
my assignments n dates.
Okay.
Now i can reallie
get a picture and can
tell how exhausted
i'll b aft the mth of march.
Initially, before i had my organiser,
i had chunks of paper
wif dates written all over the place.
Now aft i hav everythin sorted out,
i can reallie tell man.
It's alot of things for me to do.
ALOT! seriously.
More than wad i expected.
Gosh.
ALOT ALOT!
Boss, u betta pay me good.

Haha.
I love shopping.
Weeeee.
Ytd's shopping rawks .
I wanna buy tt butterfly tote
frm borders paper chase.
Damn friggin nice man.
N the pencil case.
Butterflies!
The organiser.
Butterflies!
Nice.
Guess i'll juz get the bag
and the pencil case.
Hehehehe.
Cuz ytd when i went
to check the organiser,
it was like woooo.
20 over bucks la.
Hahhaa.
Nvm, pay dae is comming soon.
YIPEE!
_jumps jumps jumps.

I was so so so bored.
I went to personalise my notebk.
It's so nice.
I spent the whole aftnn doin it.
Flippin thru magazines.
Cutting, and sticking.
The glue stick is almost finished.
I love it.
Shall use it 4 sch.
I cant wait to b a student again.
Yes, workin life is fun
but sm how, being a student
is much more like it for me.
Am kinda excited for posting
results dae.
_jumps

Butterfly tote.
Converse sneakers.
Adidas bag.
Watch.
tt esprit jacket.
MINE! all MINE.
On pay dae!
_counts down.

I still wan my fone.
Daddy, u said u were paying
for me .........
rite?

2006-02-25T11:51:00.000+08:00

wow.
i was having my breakfast.
Then my older sis came hm
wif a big big parcel.
And it was a laptop.
How cool is tt?
Wow.
It's black colour
and fujitsu brand.

Hahaha.
I was more of like teachin
her how to use it.
Cuz i gain experiene frm my work.
Hehe.

So nice.
If i hav the money,
i'll get an apple brand one.
Cool.
If i reallie wanna get a laptop,
i think i must use 2 to 3 mths pay man.
Hahahahha.
Nah, nvm.
Hopefully, tt laptop will b mine one dae.
_happily dreaming.
besides my older sis oredi
has her personal comp all by herself.
So now she hav 2 ok.
A comp and a laptop.
Rich, huh?

Ha..slave to material things.
Ltr, im gg shopping wif sis
n church fwen.
I think i'll go to kinokuniya,
the stationeries section and
find one pretty pretty organiser.
I need it urgently.
My dates, assignments and meetings
are all jumbled up.
I need to sort em all out.
Nice n tidy.
N make sure nth is wrong.
Last mth of working,
everything has to b nice
so i can get a nice pay too.
N oso, nt 4geting dates
frm my fwens.
All work and no play
is not gd man.
Hafta balance my life.
An organiser wld juz do
tt fine for me. (:
N i think, i wanna do
some clothes window shopping.
Search 4 nice clothes
and keep em in mind.
When i get my pay,
i'll run to the stores.
Hahahahha.
Ok, i sound so kia su.
Typical s'porean.
tt's the way to live life here.
Hahahaha.
Oh yes yes yes!
N nt 4getting my adidas sling.
I wanna go check it out.
Yea.
cool cool cool.
I cant wait man.
Im alwaes counting down.
Pardon me.
tt's juz plain vanessa.
Ok, so it's 4 more hrs frm now!
Nvm.
I mangae to develop a new trick
in making time fly real fast.
I dunno how i manage to do it.
Every time i stare at the clock
half an hr wld pass.
N when i look at it again,
another half an hr will pass.
Time reallie flies.
Is it only me, or wad?
tt's juz how things work 4 me now.
Previously, i use to dread alot.
Esp when im waitin 4 time to pass.
Now it juz seems to fly right b4 my eyes.
Cool?

gosh.
beats me to y i hav a liking
to use the word "cool" now.
Sian.
When i read back my previous post.
i sm how get irritated wif the repitition
of the word "cool"
Sm one has to stop me frm using it.
If it irritates u too.
Juz smack me right in the face
and tell me to shut the hell up.
Ok? Thank you.
tt'll sure help a lot.
(:

2006-02-24T15:14:00.000+08:00

Hehe.
Lemme warn u.
This will be a loooonngg entry.

HA!
Im breaking office rules everydae.
Today, i ate the whole packet of
ritz biscuts.
Drink. Eat my own sweets.
Sit like a coffee shop ah pek.
N laze ard.
Then i rmb.
I had an assignment to do.
Im suppose to call parents.
To tell em tt the centre is
organising a parents seminar.
N i must gather as many parents
as i can for the seminar.

Gosh.
Calling those parents is hell man.
But oso damn hilarious.
I was forced to speak chinese and hokkien.
Gdness.
It was hell.
I tried so hard to converse ok.
Esp the hokkien one.
My dialect is cantonese.
But i dun speak it.
Dun even understand.
But god noes y i understand hokkien.
It's like natural.
I din learn it.
I juz happen to understand it.
But i cant speak it fluently.
Hehe.
Farnie thing.
Those parents r goon doos la.

Gosh.
For the nxt mth, march.
My schedule is damn hell tight.
I hafta attend so many seminars.
Collate feedback forms
and i dunno wad.
My transportation fees will shoot
up the sky man.
Gosh.
Last mth i'll be working and is
the busiest mth.
Hmm....
Im still wondering if i shld take the last
week off or nt.
Hmmm hmm.

My eye hurts man.
Im havin a headache.
4 more hrs more to go,
till i can go hm and enjoy my weekend.

I think i wanna buy an organiser.
I cant rmb wad dates.
Besides march is gonna b so damn packed.
If i miss an assignment, im gonna b chopped.
-yawns.
It's gonna rain soon.
I regret nt bringing my cardigan.
Im freezing rite now.
Mebbe, i'll make an excuse to go to the
ladies.
But run downstairs and chill awhile.
Till i dun feel forzen any more.
Dunno.
But im so lazy to walk..
N wad if my boss decides to come
back to the office n caught me
chilling out?
haha. Betta to b safe then sorry.
This is one rule tt's so hard to break.
If i hav enuff guts, it'll b so thrilling.
Mebbe i'll juz escape for awhile.
Besides i hav nth to do rite now.
Cuz im done wif wad im suppose to do.
The cabinet loaded wif cash
is under my special care
and so far so gd.
No missing cash.
Im a gd bouncer.
Haha. Lame.

Gosh, im juz wondering how
long todae's entry will be if i blog
frm now till the time i knock off.
4 more hrs or so to go.
Imagine, if i blog 4 tt long.
But tt depends if i hav things
to blog abt.
Apparently, i cant think of any.
But im so bored.
Typing sm how keeps me awake.
Gosh, im reallie freezing here.
I bet wif dis laptop.
By the time, i type finish dis paragraph
it will start to rain.
Serious.
The sky is so damn grey.
Trees swaying like crazy.
Well, i think chilling out
downstairs is a bad idea too.
Cuz it'll b as cold as the office.
The wind is so damn strong.
4get it. I'll juz chill in the toilet.
OK. drizzles.
I told u. It will rain.
And it did.

Damn it.
Y am i so dumb to nt
bring along my cardigan.
Now i must wish it is 6plus.
Cuz tt's the time, when the air con
timer goes beep.
N there'll b no more air con.
2 more hrs to wait till i can
un-freeze myself.
4 more hrs till i can go hm.
Thank gdness i hav a laptop
to keep me alive.
Or i'd b so bored.
I can turn into a stone
or a block of wood.
Simply sittin there, rotting.

Time reallie flies.
Nxt week is already march.
Im kinda excited for posting results.
I do hope i can get into ech.
I dun mind interior design.
But ech is wad i wan.
Yay.

Hello to whoeva readin
dis entry.
If u're still reading it,
i salute to u man.
Cuz dis entry is so long winded
and damn boring.
U can choose to read my
crappings further
or juz close the window now.
But before u close the window,
juz kindly navigate to the word
"tag" n juz tag me smth and
spice up my rottin life now.
Thank you.

Oh my goshness.
Im reallie damn bored.
Will more ppl come online and entertain me?
Anybody in favour of
prank calls?
I can give u the company's number.
U can say wadeva u wan.
Cuz the person answering the
fone is me.
Haha.
If the number doesnt happen
to b the recep's fone one..
Dun blame me, cuz this company
has many many numbers.
But be assured, the number i hav
of the company is the recep's fone.
Am serious.

I cant wait to get paid man.
I reallie wanna do major shopping..
Shop 4 stuffs 4 poly.
Esp clothes.
I wanna buy a adidas sling bag.
Either white, black or brown.
A converse sneakers.
More causual t-shirts
and jeans.
N i wan a new pair of specs.
N im nice ok.
I promise my sisters tt
they can go shopping wif me
and i'll pay 4 one item 4 em.
At least i pay 4 one item ok.
Hahahaha...

Oh ya.
My poor nets card only
has a dollar in it.
How pathetic man.
N i din manage to bank in
my ang bao money
cuz i used it all up
even before i can find the time
to bank in my money.
Hahahahhahaha.
Sad case.
Someone has to teach me how
to save money.
I hav a piggy bank.
But sadly, it's only
worth of cents.
I havent been saving $.
Im a bad kid..

OK. Im reallie damn bored.
N im still freezing.
Oh ya. Did i mention tt
i brought my bed time slippers
to work and im wearing it rite now?
So comfortable man.
Im totally 100% sick and tired
of wearing heels.
So i'll throw my heels aside once
im at the recep counter.
So comfotable man.
I like..
Hehe.

Yay.
I think dis week pass damn fast.
Tmw is the weekends oredi.
Gosh, i seriously cant wait till
i knock off.
reallie reallie cant wait.
N then aft the weekends, a new week
approaches. N tt's when i get paid.
YES!
cool man.
HUrry.

Ok.
I was away for a while.
N now im back.
Yes. One nice parent called.
N is interested 4 the seminar.
Yay!!! I made business.
Hahahaha.
Cool.
His name is Mr Cheong.
Same sur name.
Of cuz must b nice to one another man.
Gosh, Pardon my lameness,
When im bored, im liddat.
hahahaa..
Lucky he wasnt some chinese
or hokkien
speaking fella.
Phew!
Haha.

Hahaha.
I dun thnk anyone
can survivie reading my entry.
If u, yes u, if u're still reading.
Cool man.
I'll treat u ice cream.
OK?
u must let me noe la.
Tag and say,
"Im a survivor"
lame.
Tag wadeva u wan. haha.
Reallie. Ice cream.
I treat u.

Dum dee dum.
I tell u,
yes u reading dis.
U reallie rawk man.
My best buddy.
Can stand my crappings.
Rmb to tag ok.
Than u can get ice cream.
Thank you!!!
U're so nice.
One of my rainbows.

Wanna continue crapping.
But lemme spare ur eyes.
Reading too much crap
will deteriorate ur eye sight.
Haha.

Okie dokie.
Even i feel like dying typing so much.
Stating at this white back ground
reallie gives me headache.
I thik my headache is worse man.
Pain.

2006-02-23T19:39:00.000+08:00

thursaday.
Im still working.
I reallie miss life as a student.

Todae i was asked to type a
class list.
Key in the edusave form
of students tt wanna attend
a trail frm the company.
N count money.
Yes money.
$510 cash man.
Cool.
I spent one whole aftnn doing tt.
Cuz the dumb kids
juz won write their register numbers
and it's reallie hard to decipher pri sch
kid's handwriting.
Anw, fun la.
At least it kept me busy.
N i secretly went online again.

Yay.
My boss says im smart.
She wans me to make a story
for pri 3 kids to do maths in a fun way.
Like problem sum story.
Multiplication and divition.
Yay. I think straight on the spot.
For mutiplication.
I thought of a butterfly pollinating
3 flowers in one dae. So how many
flowers will it pollinate in a week?
And for division.
My story is.
Mama bird has 10 worms and
wans to divide it among 5 baby birds.
So how many worms does each baby
bird get?
Cool, ay?
I hav great brain cells man.
Whoo hoo.
Must b the ritz biscut and green peas
i secretly ate tt gav me inspiration.
Cool.
I love to break rules.
So thrilling and fun.
Im nt allowed to eat at the recep counter.
But i dun care.
I hide biscuts and chocolates in the drawers.
N eat as n when i like.
Fun.
Nxt time, i'll smuggle sweet drinks.

Seriously ok.
If u play by the rules,
u miss all the fun.
Logical?
Yes ok.
Try it urself.
Hehehehhee. (:

Ok.
It's finally time 4 me to knock off.
Todae is a fulfilling thursdae.
Rawks!

2006-02-21T14:58:00.000+08:00

Haha.
Im working now.
But apparently, i've nth to do.
Rite now im using sm1s's laptop
from the office.
Cool.
Oh ya. Toking abt laptop.
My sis is getting one herself.
Cool.
So i think her cool flat screen comp
will be mine? ahahahaha.
I dunno.
But my mum said that, my sis
will only b using the laptop like
temporary so when i enter poly
i can use the laptop if i need one.
Cool..
But i dun think so la.
My sis so computer addicted.
ahahahahaha.
Sm more laptop man.
How cool is that.
I dun think she'll lemme touch
her laptop man.
I heard it's arriving.
So ya. Heard it's black too.
hehe.

Gosh.
Im so damn bored in the office.
Nt many ppl are online too.
Even ppl tt r online dun reallie
tok much.
Boring me.
Gdness.

This morn i din want to get
up frm bed.
Beats me why.
Im juz so damn tired nowadaes.
Smtimes when im woking,
i feel like juz lying
down on one of those mini sofas
near the recep counter and take a nap.
Hahahhaah.
Werid man.
No fonecalls todae.
So not like it.
Mebbe i accidentally kick the wire
or smth?
Heck la.
Who cares?
Finally there's a day i can reallie slack.

Anw,starting frm march.
Gonna b so damn busy.
Have to run all over s'pore.
Searching 4 damn pri schs.
N give students briefing.
If nt attend dumb teacher's workshop.
I still have trails.
Hafta bring kids ard.
And shout my lungs out to explain'
things to em again.
Last month of work.
Yes!
N gd pay. Hopefully..
Im still thinking if i shld
work the whole of march or juz
cut it short and nt work at all
for the last week of march and bid
the company farewell.
Nt sure.
I've been searching 4 a calender
but to no avail.
So until i can find one, then i can
totally decide when shall it b my last
dae of work.
HEHE.

Yes.
I sure miss the sch daes.
Being a student is so much fun la.
Nvm.
One more mth of work.
Time will pass quickly man.
Feb is gonna end soon.
See..time reallie flies.
N i cant wait for the NC way convivience.
Hehehehehhehe.

kk.
Enuff of crapping.
HA. Boss still nt back.
i win! ;)

2006-02-18T13:58:00.000+08:00

Todae is SAT. 18 .O2.O6
Box blogger.
Okay..
Finally both my sis r gg out.
So i can hav the comp to myself.
At last.

Well well.
At the early part of dis week.
I was toking to my mum.
N beats me to y she started toking
abt evil spirits and wandering souls.
So my mum shared some of her experience.
N i told shared wif her some of my fwens' experience.
HAhahahaa.
N then she told me smth i wasnt aware of
until todae.
It happened many yrs ago.
N i only knew abt it like now.
Me, 16+ yrs old.
Ok.
It happened to me.
I was abt 2 to 3 yrs old.
My grandfather passed away.
There was a funeral.
Being filial sons and daughters
my mum and her other bros and sis
had to see to the funeral arrangements,
so i was not much taken care of at that time.
I was alwaes running about.
N my mum said she din noe
why i like to run near to my grandfather's
coffin area.
Oh, he's a buddhist, btw.
Yea.
So i'll juz run abt.
Left un-attended.
Then there was once,
i fell reallie reallie ill.
I had like terrible stomach aches,
fever and also diarrhoea.
I wld cry n cry non-stop.
As if im in terrible pain.
Mum brought me to clinics
a couple of times.
Ate medicine.
But it din help.
I'd juz keep crying n crying.
My auntie being a buddhist,
understood wad actually happened to me.
My mum is a catholic.
So of cuz she wasnt aware of such things.
She allow my auntie to help me.
My auntie actually carried me,
when nxt to the coffin of my grandad
n started pleading him.
She said smth like help her, she's
only a child, forgive her.
N juz keep repeating.
Aft which, i was ok.
I wasnt crying anymore
and i felt better.
No more stomach aches.
No more diaarhoea.
So wad actually happen is that
my auntie said that i offended
some gaurds or maid.
Wadeva the buddhist call those
paper figures standing side by side
guarding the coffin.
Those things. Ya those.
I offended em.
Gdness.
Mebbe bcuz,
i keep running abt
the coffin area.
Jumping and making a lot of noise?
Dunno.
Omgdness.
I actually offended such things.
Okayyy...........

Haha.
But when my mum told me
abt dis, i was reallie terrified.
I was juz like.. "wa. okayyyy"
Haha.
I hav faith in my own god ok.
He will protect me frm all these
things.
Yup.
Gdness.
Can u believe it?
I actually offended em.
Two some more.
Two of em.
Wa..........
Ok.
Wad a way to punish me.
2, 3 yrs old.
I was so naive and innocent.
Hmm........

Ok.
Anw, im dun like the sound of those
tong tong chiang things.
N when i was lil, i used to b
very terrified when i hear
tong tong chiang sound.
Ya.
But as im older, my faith grew stronger.
Im no longer afriad.
Respect lor.
Juz respect other religion oso.
Yup.
tt's abt it.

Lemme rest man.
I hate cramps.
Im cramping cramping cramping.
Idiot cramps.
):

2006-02-14T19:15:00.000+08:00

My blogger is so disobedient.
So todae is Valentine's day.
HAPPY VALENTINE'S
DAY EVERYONE !
<3
Send out my love to all who reading dis.
Staying single is great man.
Who agrees wif me, hug urself.
C'mon. Left hand touch right shoulder,
right hand touch left shoulder.
There u are.
Singles hav some1 to love too.
Their loved ones and of course
THEMSELVES!
Like me.
Anw, valentine's dae shld nt b the
one and only dae for ppl to love each other.
Juz think abt tt.
U mean on other daes we dun love each other?
No logic, ay?
So to me, everydae is valentine's dae.
I juz wanna thank god im still single.
Cuz i dun hafta think so much
on wad to get for a special sm1.
Hahahahahahaha.
I'll save tt 4 ltr.
I'll let love find me.
:)

Haha.
Im in the office rite now actually.
Im all alone, so i can use the comps like
crazy. Who cares.
I guess all the office ppl r attached.
Shld b, they r all so old.
I bet the hav wonderful love life.
HAhahaahaha.
Who cares.

A nice valentine's dae.
No special sm1 to buy gifts for me,
so i bought myself a gift few daes back.
It is a lil marshmellow cushion.
It's a duck.
Small one, only the size of my palm.
It's darn cute.
I cant wait to go hm to spend the rest
of valentine's dae wif my lil duckie.
If only u r real.
Then u can tok to me too.
Dream again.
Nvm, my lil duckie is gd enuff
end my wonderful dae todae.
I had dun todae.

Early aftnn, went to esplanade to
do another mission.
Maths, music and arts at the esplanade.
I had fun although i was alone.
Then i went off to meet my church fwen.
Ate lunch.
Walked ard.
N then i went back to the office.
Yup.
Liddat.
Oooo..its half an hr till i can get out of
the office.
Darn air con switches off by itself aft 6 every time.
Feeling so warm now.
Stupid maintenance company, or whoeva
tt sets the timer for the air con.
Stupid u, whoeva u are.
Im actually toking as i type.
HAhahahaha.
Lame, im so bored.
Mebbe i shall type heart shapes
until it's time for me to go, since
i dun hav any more things
to add on.
Oh yes, one last thing.
I'll blog abt tmw, since i cant use
the comp. Tmw my schedule is darn tite.
I hafta go to st anthony's pri sch.
For another teacher's worshop.
Sit there shake leg.
I oso hafta bring along a laptop to
type my answes that i collated at the
esplanade juz now.
Plus the analysis for the feedback form.
Yup.
Yay. I can act as if i own a lap top.
Ahahahha.Dream again.
Dream on vanessa.
Hmmmmmmm...
Alright, tt's abt it.
I shall start typing heart shapes.
Once again.
These heart shapes represents
my love for u whoeva tt is reading
my entry right now.
I love U!
Yes U.
U reading this entry now.

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NOT ONLY THIS V DAE.
BUT ON EVERY
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THANKS FOR ADDING
COLOURS TO MY LIFE!

2006-02-12T15:57:00.000+08:00

Sundae. todae is sundae.
My blog still doesnt change.
Im so bored.
I packed my messy rm again.
:) nice and tidy now.
:)

Oh yes yes!
One of my kitchen drawer
is infested wif ants!
Yucks.
A lot. Totally alot alot.
Sm more it's the drawer where
all the utensils r.
YUCKS.
Luckily, it's nt the ones my family
use daily for food.
Those r juz spare ones.
But it's so gross.
So mum's gonna get insecticide
and kill em all.
Bye bye ants.

Hmmmmm...
Tmw im on a mission.
Maths mission.
-yawn.
I must help my boss
do a maths trial
at mac ritchie.
Im given qns to do and ivestigate.
Aft which i must run back to
the office to type out the answers.
So many many many qns.
Thought i can totally 4get abt
solving qns aft o's.
Hehe.
This shows tt im
a lazy person.
Ha. So true. ;)
Hope it doesnt rain tmw.
Or i cant complete my maths misson.
Who is a maths genius and wans to
accompany me tmw????
-shows innocent face.

2006-02-11T14:31:00.000+08:00

Yes! It's been sucha long time.
Haven been updating here.
Cuz i was busy busy busy.
Working 1 to 8 everydae
except weds wld b 1 to 5.

Anw..
YIPEE!!!!!
It's like total total freedom at last.
I dun hafta worry like mad anymore.
Im reallie satisfied wif my results.
I've made up my mind.
I'll take up early childhood course.
So nxt time when u hav kids.
U noe who to send em to, yes?
HEhehehee.
YAY!!!!
Im so happy. :) :) :) :) :)
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

Right now, i hav nth else to add.
Ahahahhaa.
N i cant gurantee u tt dis blog
will b alive again aft this post.
Hehe.

Oh yes.
I rmb wad to blog abt now.
Since i haven been blogging 4
sucha long time, i shall
blog like mad now.

Ok.
Working at an enrichment centre is
okay. Enjoyable.
But it gets real boring at times.
Like im a receptionist cum
a facilitator.
As a recep of course i hafta ans
fone calls.
Act nice and smile to ppl.
And to pass time.
They giv me things to pack.
Cut numbers and count wadeva
the want me to count.
Pri sch kids nowades r given
betta things to work on.
They have educational games.
So i hafta pack things for em
like a dice, beans, buttons.
And wadeva tt's interesting to em.
Packing may sound easy.
But no.
Gets real boring.
Cuz i hafta pack like many sets
in one go.
And i hafta complete it in a dae.
Yup.
But of course it's manageable for me
cuz i can work quite fast la.
Hehe.

On the other hand,
i've signed up for trails.
Social studies and maths.
Running ard schs,
bringin kids to places
like esplanade, chinatown and
other interesting places u can find
to do maths and learn social studies.
Pri sch kids r damn hard to handle.
Sm juz refuse to pay attention.
And they r so slow in gettin into twos.
Write so slow.
N u hafta repeat urself many many times.
Let's say they dunno how to spell
the word idiot.
So they will ask, "how to spell idiot?"
Then i will go like "i d i o t"
Aft a while, a child frm the right will
ask again.
So i'll spell again.
Then another kid will ask again.
Then i'll spell again.
Then i'll hafta act angry and
juz say i'll spell one last time, u
betta pay attention!
Not only tt, along the way,
either one or two kids will come
to u and complain.
Like "can we eat?"
"can we take a break?"
"im tired..."
when i've already
gave them a break ealier.
So wad i do, i'll juz ignore.
But if it gets a lil out of hand,
i'll juz say, the faster u do the qns,
the faster we all can take a break.
Then they will be like "huuuhhhh????"
But normally, i'll ignore tt and juz
continue gg thru qns.
HA. They think im nt tired.
Im actually more exhausted than em.
Shouting at em to get into lines.
Speaking slowly.
Repeating myself like a broken
record tape.
N reading to em qns.
Gg ard to help slower students.
At the end of the dae,
i'll b so damn hell tired.
N can almost lose my voice frm
all the shoutings.
All in all...the most impt thing
to be able to survive
thru dis is to
have....??
PATIENCE!
(haha, im too used to tok
in dis manner.)
Yup. Thank god i can
b patient enuff wif kids.
Or u'll see me blowing my top off
most of the time.
Hehe.

Yup.
Life aft o's is all abt makin
money and then shop for ur
long waiting wish list. :)
Okie dokie.
Thank god i find my job fun
and rather enjoyable.
Or else i'd b surffering.
Hehe. :)
tt's my life. :)

2006-01-21T13:50:00.000+08:00

Todae is 21/01/2006
SATURDAE.
Wad is wrong wif my blog's dates?

NYP's open hse is nice.
Initially i had my mind set on NP
and to take ECH course.
But now, change of plans.
NYP's environment is so much
nicer as compared to NP.
Aahahaa.
Now im pretty confused.
Now the courses r all jumbled up
in my head and i even had a liking
to NYP's food science course.
HAhahaha.
Dara and christie told me i can hav
a betta future if i choose tt course.
Hehe. (money face)
But the lessons seem boring.
I dunno.
My mind is still messed up.
Ahahaha.
Right now i shall juz pray to god
for sastisfactory grades to get into
those courses tt im interested in.

Dis morning i was staring at all
the diff courses booklets.
Seem so interesting,
Juz hope i can qualify.
Yup.

Boredom kills.
Im back to square one.
Ahahaha.
Im once again dead bored.
Gosh.
Everything in my hse is dying.
My air con.
And now the damn comp.
It's so damn slow.
Like right now im typing,
the alphabets dun synchronise
wif my typing speed.
It appears like a few secs slower.
Kinda irritating though.
And the damn windows keeps
stop responding.
It's so frustrating.

Haiz.
I wanna hav a driving license.
(like who doesnt?)
Then i'll desire for a car.
N when im bored,
i shall nt depend on the comp anymore.
Typing gets boring smtimes.
I shall juz sit in my car,
blast the music and
speed to sm far far away place.
So fun, ay?
But dream on la.
As if i hav enuff income.
N it aint easy to pass a damn
driving test nowadaes.

Nvm.
Mebbe i shall juz grab my sis's
blades and improve on my
blading skills.
Juz zoom ard the neighbourhood
Feelin the coolin breeze and zooming
ard can b much more enjoying.
At the same time,
mebbe it can oso help me grow
a few more inches.
My aim is at least a 160.
But by the looks of it,
it is more like a dream.
I can nvr make it.
C'mon vanessa,
wake up to reality.

Bored.
Mebbe i shall juz
try out DIY hair dyes.
Brown, maroon, red,
and wad's nice?
Dun even noe if my parents allow.
They'll prob think im mad.

Yes, it's no longer raining anymore.
Good.
Sunshine. I like.

Gosh im so bored!
Smtimes i wish im like
gettin married tmw.
Can start a family
and juz live life freely.
At least i hav my lil
darling children to play wif.
My hubby must hav $.
I shall b a tai tai.
Argh, dream on again la.

Bye.
I've crapped enuff.
Im juz gonna continue
dreaming of wonderful things.

2006-01-20T11:46:00.000+08:00

Todae is 20/01/2006
FRIDAE.
Blogger is gettin onto my nerves.

Hectic hectic.
Work work work.
Wow.
Frm nxt week onwards i'll hafta
work frm 1-8 everydae except weds.
Good! i won b dead bored.
There's advantage and disadvantages la.
Advatage : more money and won b bored.
Disad: tired, hungry, cold.
HAhaa.
I alwaes lie to the ppl there
when they ask if i had my lunch.
Nvm la.
A damn good way to lose weight.
Wait a minute.
I dun wanna b so skinny.
Im oredi so skinny.
Ahahaha.
But im startin to hav problems la.
Low blood pressure.
Feel giddy.
Feel like vomitting.
Have motion sickness.
So ....haiz.
Wad to do?
The only way is to eat a lot
during breakfast.
Hehe.
So yup.

Todae is my off dae.
Aft tt no more oredi.
Sobs.
Anw, gonna accompany
christie and dara to Nanyang poly's
open hse.
Nth reallie interest me there.
But i'll still go la.
I rather take the chance to run out
of hse than choosin the other option
which is to sit and rot at hm.
Hehe.

But of all.
Another problem.
My feet hurts like OUCH!
Wear heels la.
Blame my parents 4 their short genes.
Im so damn short.
The ppl at the office r so tall.
Sm more must wear formal.
So heels is like a must.
Sobs.
Pain arh.
I think during the chinese new yr
shopping, i'll look 4 a pair
of comfortable heels.
Not sqeezing toes.
And not to high.
Sobs.
Mummy daddy, y r both nt tall?
I cant grow oredi.
My younger sis is like 156.
Im like 153!!!
And my older sis is 151? 152?
Ya la.
Opposities.
Yongest bcome oldest.
Oldest bcum youngest
due to height.
Ahahahaha.
But no matter wad, i'll still b
second. Hehe.

Ok.
Im crapping too much here.
Gosh.
The time is still so early.
I shld have woken up a lil ltr.
Sian

Nvm.
I still hav things to blog.
YAy!
My younger sis hav catholic camp.
She won b hm 4 one dae.
Tonite the whole rm is mine.
I can blast music
and jump like crazy on her bed.
And mine bed.
I'll juz hop on both beds.
Hehe.
But a pity her camp
is only 2 daes 1 night.
AHhaha.
N the last nite, b4 she slp.
I told her many ghost stories of stc.
She must b freaked out.
Muahahahahahahaha.

Gdness.
Im reallie damn bored.
And there's still an hr more.
Wa...
Y did i wake up so early?

Oh ya.
My air con is gonna spoil.
Sobs.
It offs by itself.
Irritating.
For 3 consecutive daes.
Too bad, it's high.
If nt i'd kick it.
Like how i kick the comp wheneva
it's slow or hangs. Ahahha.

Im so bored.
Im so bored.
Is there a way to make me grow?

Time passes reallie slowly.
I dun care how long winded
this entry is, im juz gonna
blog till it's time for me to go.

153!
I cant imagine durin the sec sch daes.
I only grow a pathetic cm a yr.
I was fliping thru my report bk.
Sec 1, 150
Sec 2, 151
Sec 3, 152
Sec 4, 153
It's damn saddening to hav to face the truth.
I've stopped growing.

Oh yes.
I've finally collected my graduation
things frm shermaine.
My rose.
My certificate.
My grad dress.
My white heels.
My blouse.
My shorts.
And erm..ahem..
my undergarments.
U noe wad my things smell of
when i collect it?
It smells of insecticide pls.
Im v sure, it's nt my smell.
I dun stink tt badly pls.
I think it must b shermaine's
hse or rm smell.
Eeyer.

Wa.
The songs in my sis's
windows media player is
damn boring la.
I hafta keep searching
for the songs i wana hear.
And it takes v long to load.
Boring.

Yes.
Thank god i found you.
Finally loaded.
HAha.
Did i eva mention
tt i like to listen to sad songs?
Even when im feeling happy?
Ahahhahaa.
Sad songs r juz nice.
I like.
Farnie, huh?
Mebbe on the outside im happy.
But deep inside im damn sad?
Ahahaha. rubbish la.
Since when did i eva look depressed?
Hehe.

The time is still freaking early.
And i cant think of any more
things to crap abt.
Hmm...
Lemme see..............

Oh ya!
I hav a boyfwen!!!
Ahahahha.
Lame la.
As if i wanna stead now.

Gosh.
I damn bored.
Hmmm...
I wanna go shopping
but i'll hafta wait till i get paid.
Which is like i dunno when?
January is comin to an end, yes?
Umm. Good.
Faster.
Oh yipee.
Hav chinese new yr oso.
The ang baos.
YAy.
Gdness, im so money face.
Slap me.

Haiz.
I feel like slping.
If i dun keep typin crap.
I guess i'll juz doze off and
then christie and dara will b
cross wif me.
Hmmm...
Cannot.
So long nvr meet oredi.
Best time to meet.
Eh, i miss everyone.
Reallie.
Dun tell me results dae.
I noe tt's when everyone will
see each other again.
But nobody will b in the good mood
to celerbrate.
Everyone will b so damn nervous la.
Gdness.
Dun even mention it to me.
Im damn scared oso.
The many "what ifs"
keep flashing in my mind
everytime, i hear ppl tok
abt O'lvel or results dae.
What if i cant make it?
What if the course dun wan me?
What if what if what if.
Ai ya, shuddup la.
Sometimes, it's juz so hard
to shut the lil thing tokin in my head.
Eh u small thing, shuddup la.

Ok.
Im so bored.
Im turning mad.
Gdness gracious mama mia me.

Ok.
Apparently, i've crapped
so much here till i cant think
of anything else to crap abt.
So i shall juz end here.

I DUN WANNA GROW UP!

2006-01-13T15:10:00.000+08:00

10. I was being a gd girl.
I packed my rm.
And i helped mum to vacumm
and wipe the floors.
Haha. Beats me to y
i hav a sudden urge to do
hse chores. Heh.
Mebbe i was juz being
in a very guai mood. ;)

11. I dug out more bks to read.
N i found angels and demons in
my older sis's cupboard.
I took it to read.
Damn nice.
N i do agree wif Dan Brown.
Hahaha on the part tt says...
Girls play wif dollies,
boys do maths.
Hahahahaaa.
A maths failure like me
will obviously agree to tt
statement. hahahaha. :)

12. So they wanted me at the office.
Yup. First dae at work.
Fun. Tiring. But enjoyable.
I did manage to memorise
the ppl and the extensions no.
on the recep fone is juz one dae.
Hahahahaa.
And to kill time,
they gav me lil packets to pack
for pri schs.
I did 108 packets in one dae.
Packing stuffs like
dice, cards, squares buttons
and tangrams into a teenie weenie
ziplog bag.
Ha.
N if it wasnt raining for the whole of ytd,
i won b freezing at the recep counter.
Gdness. I was actually wearin
two layer.
A 3/4 sleeve and a long sleeve.
N i still felt like i was in a freezer.
Surprisingly the temp outside the
office seems colder.
The strong winds r so chilly.
Hahahaha.
N i almost got chased by a cat!
The poor cat was drenched under the rain
and seeing tt i had an umbrella,
the cat ran into my direction.
I got so scared, i ran away.
It did chase aft me for a while.
So i ran faster.
I kept looking back.
Thank gdness, the cat gav up.
Poor thing.
I'll pray for u.

13. Todae.
Oooo..fridae the 13!
Hahahaha.
Im nt working.
Off dae.
I finished reading angels and
demons. Damn nice book.
Kept reading and reading,
now my eyes r so dry.
HAha.

2006-01-09T16:11:00.000+08:00

Dis is part two of 09 's entry.
Yay!
I receieved part 2 of the fone call.
I'll b startin work nxt week.
Mon to wed, workin hrs 1 to 5.
And thurdae is 1 to 9.
And off on fridae. :)
Saturdaes workin too?
Yipee!
Can finally get out of hse.
N nt complain how sian
i am to ppl online. Hehe.

Oh yes.
Im got so bored to the extent
tt i decorated my guitar.
I used my starry nail polish.
N painted sm stars on it.
Altogether my guitar
has 18 stars! :)
Loves.
My guitar rawks now.
So glittery and starry. ;)
Hehhehe.

I juz wan time to fly.
Fly to wed. Cuz can meet my
very missed church fwens.
N we can all start singing
and playin the guitar tog.
N i wan time to fly to nxt week.
Im gonna start life as a workaholic.
Hahhaahhaha.
Haiz.
But to think of it.
I still wan time to remain where it is.
Cuz....... one simple reason.
I DUN WANNA GROW UP!

2006-01-09T12:03:00.000+08:00

Damn it.
Blogger is alwaes one dae late.
Todae is 09.01.2006. MONDAE.

So, i received a phone call dis morn.
And it was frm the office.
Things r done up, i guess.
Yay. Finally.
So sm guy checked and asked
for my preferred time.
N i chose the aftnn slot.
Now i hafta wait till i get
another fone call and noe
when i can officially start work.
Boredom kills. Reallie.
Am glad i can finally go out
and make money. Weee..
But im only gonna earn peanuts i guess.
Who cares la, at least my parents
dun see me lazing ard at hm
and i dun hafta hear em nag
at me to go look for a job.
Okay okay.
Now there is one.
Like finally...so stop naggin.

My parents nt only nag at me
to look 4 a job.
They oso ask when i can tutor
my younger sis.
Of course any time man.
It only depends if my sis
is willing to open her book
and start studying.
I've oredi told her i can
start teachin stuff to her now
so when the trchr goes thru
stuff in class, it'll b a revision.
But she juz look at me and said
"so sian"...
Ha. Wad do u wan me to do?
I cant force wad.
She wans to b liddat.
Ok..i hav no comments.
Im willing to giv her my time
and teach and dis is
the attitude she giv me.
So....
Ya.
Morever my parents and
she herself hav a targeted goal.
And to b able to reach it,
she must put in lotsa effort.
Yup..
Mei mei arh. Yao guai yi dian.
Hao ma?
See..im still improving.

Gosh.
Im so damn damn bored.
Apparently i hav nth else to blog.
So ya..tt's it 4 todae.
:)

2006-01-06T14:12:00.000+08:00

Dun look at the above date.
Todae is 06/01/2006. FRIDAE.

Last nite, my sis got a lil weird.
But wad can i do.
Last nite i din dance and jump
ard like an idiot.
I was playing the guitar.
Sians.
I din even on the light.
Not even my small table lamp.
Cuz the moon was overhead.
And shining so brightly into my rm.
Hehe.
I think my sis was crying?
I dunno.
Mebbe the songs tt i sang
reminded her of :):):):):):).
Wad can i do?
Sorry im nt experienced in love.
And i dun wan to fall in love.
Cuz the feeling of missing sm1
is so hurting. haiz.
Mei mei arh..ka xin yi dian.
Eh..my chi still improvin noe. ;)

Dis morn.
The damn alarm
rang for i dunno how long.
It woke me up!
I got damn fed up
and shouted at my sis
to off it.
Ltr, i heard weird noises.
And i saw her ransacking
MY drawer.
I shouted at her again.
To bad, i havin it now.
I lose temper easily.
N esp when ppl disturb my slp.
Chicken backside.

Dumb.
Im getting sick and tired
of bloggin abt
a stupid alarm clock
every single dae.
Shld i start my new daily routine
to do morning runs every dae
at 5.15?
Will tt help me grow at least a
few more inches?
Haiz.
If only we 3 sistas
hav a rm each.
How nice.
Dream on vanessa....
...............................

2006-01-05T13:30:00.000+08:00

Todae is o5.01.2006 la.
Mad blogger.
Time now is 1:48pm la.
Stupid blogger.

Well...
I've thought of a way
to b immune to the alarm clock.
Guess wad.
Nope, i din stuff cotton in my ears.
Nope, nt ear plugs. (or wadeva it is)
Nope, i din slp wif my older sis.
Nope, i din hide the clock in the drawer.
Nope, i din wake up the same time
as my younger sis to do
morning runs. (which i wanted to)
Nope, i din use slpin pills.
Simple man.
I on CDs and listened to the radio.
Dance in the dark.
(no choice man.
I cant b mean n deprive my sis
frm slp.)
N jump on my bed.
Until i dunno wad time.
N felt reallie reallie tired.
Then i juz snuggle under my
covers and fell into deep deep slp.
So when the alarm clock ring,
i cant hear it.
Cuz im a heavy slper.
Hehehehhehehee.
Fun.
Movin to the music is
so much fun. ;)
Mebbe if i cant sick of it
sm dae..
I might juz go 4 mornin runs la.
Hahahahaa.
5.15am. Nt bad timin, ay?
Too bad my parents ain rich
and hav a private pool.
If nt i'd choose to go swimming
instead.
Haha.

Okie dokie.
I cant wait 4 ltr.
Im gg Kbox wif my church fwens.
Nope, we dun wanna take
part in S'pore Idol auditions.
We simply wanna train our
voices to b louder.
So we can lead the comm. :)
Simple as tt.
N obviously we're gg to
search 4 eng songs to sing
and rawk the whole rm.
Haha!
So fun and i cant wait.
It'll b my first time there man.
Anw, im nt reallie interested in
karaoke.
Juz heard advice tt
gg kbox-ing can improve
singing.
So y nt, juz giv a try.
Morever it's gonna b fun?
Hehhe.
Yipee.
Life aft o's rawk. ;)

2006-01-04T13:08:00.000+08:00

Todae is 04.01.2006 la.
Mad blogger.

Anw.
Damn the alarm clock.
Stupid!
My younger sis sets the
alarm clock at 5.15 am.
Hmm.
Nt only tt, she lets it ring
for quite sm time b4 turnin
it off.
Stupid alarm, woke me up too.
She could happily get back to slp.
While i cant.
Gdness gracious.
I hadta tell her she was 5 min late
todae.
tt's nt all.
I could'nt get back to slp.
I was fully awake.
Frm 5.15 to 7.
I lie in bed awake.
Thk gdness had daddyinthecomm
to entertain me awhile.
Then i had nth betta to do then 2
observe how the sky turn frm
black, to blue, to light blue and
then bright sunlight hurt my eyes.
I hadta pull my blanket over my head
and thank gdness i manage to fall aslp.
Then i woke up at 11++.
Haiz.
If dis goes on 4eva.
I've no comments.
Smtimes sharing rm
wif ur sibling can b
a pain in the ass.
Haha.

Lalalalalaala.
tt's nt all.
My sis is highly irritatin smtimes.
Thk gdness i hav quite a high
tolerance level or i'd blast my
anger at her.
She made me sew the belt higher
for her and make her a temporary
dumb looking cardboard nametag.
Gdness.
Her form trchr is lame la.
I dun even noe wad's her name.
She's prob sm new bird in stc.
Who cares la.
My sis is juz troublesome.
But she's lucky ok.
I offer to b her tutor.
Hmm...
See...wad a gd sis rite?
Haiz.
Wad did i get in return?
Hmm....i dunno. haiz.

Bumpity bee lumpy bee..
Im so bored.
I wanna watch hufflelump again.
But the CD is wif my church fwen.
Lumpy lumpy lumpy.
So adorable.

Gaa.
I wanna go shopping.
Load my wardrobe wif new stuff.
N i wan my hair to grow faster.
Cant wait till i get paid.
Yipee.....

2006-01-03T12:55:00.000+08:00

Yay.
It's the new yr.
Im late in wishing everyone
on the blog.
Reason being....
my younger sis keeps
gg online tokin to her
dear darling fwens.
Yup.
But hey hey....im can finally
be online all dae long.
Cuz, sch reopens now.
Shoo shoo.
Go back to sch and study hard.
Hooray!
The comp is all my now.
Muahahahahhahhahaha!!!!

Anw,
i hav a new yr resolution.
Yup. Simple one.
U can find it lame.
But i dun care.
It's MY new yr resolution.
So ya.
Here it is.
I am nt to cut my hair!
Haha.
See, i told u it was simple.
Tt's it.
Im nt gonna cut my hair in
dis new yr.
Last yr resulted in many regrets
n caused me many "hair crisis."
Ahahahaha.
Yup.
Pls do me a favour by reminding me
nt to cut my hair if i eva brought
up the subject, ok? Thank you.

Yay.
I've got a job.
But i'll hafta wait till
the whole office be neat and clean
and my desk be set up properly.
Cuz the boss juz found a new place
to settle in.
Oh yea.
Im gonna be a receptionist
and a facilitator.
Working in a company
tt does trials for pri and
sec schs.
They run all over s'pore.
Conduct maths/science/eng
camps and adventures.
Or wadeva they call it.
I've engage myself wif the younger
kids of course.
Ahahahha.
Pri 1..gg to zoo.
So cute, huh?
And can get free admission oso.
HAHA!
;)
Juz wondering,
if my receptionist table
hav a comp.
So tt i can go online and
entertain myself if im
damn hell bored.
Hahahahah.
But i cant go over the limits la.
Im kinda lucky.
Cuz it was a offered job frm
my mum's friend's daughter.
Yup yup.
So im juz waiting for her call
and then i can start work.
So fun.
I dun wanna stay at hm man!
Hehe.

2005-12-30T20:35:00.000+08:00

Hmm..okay.
Lemme start wif a series of updates.
On da 28th.
It was a farewell 4E gathering
for Demmi.
She's gg to LA to study.
And she picked up driving.
Cool, huh?
Rich..rich.
Am envious.
HEhe.
So we all gathered at Marche.
Have been long since i saw
everyone.
All the cheery faces again.
Plus cool hair styles and diff
dyed hair.
Nice. ;)
Ate till i was totally bloated.
N there was exchange of gifts too.
I got a billabong pencil case.
U noe, those extra long ones.
Yup.
N coincidently, its frm Demmi.
Yay! :)

On da 29th.
It was sentosa outing dae.
Wif my darling church fwens.
Was fun.
Thank god 4 a fine weather.
Vera: dun b too sad,k?
It's only a camera.
U still got me! :) :) :) :)
Yup. We played till late.
I was dead tired.
Reached hm, tooked a quick bath
and i immediately dropped dead
on my bed.
Nt exactly.
Had my daddy to entertain b4
fallin aslp.
Yup.

Todae.
30th dec.
I hadta drag myself outta bed.
Early in the morn.
To accopany my sis to buy bks!
Boring.
I was so tired.
Travel all da wae to stc.
Yawn.
I saw many trchrs.
They r havin a meetin i guess.
Yup.
Hmmm.

I wan a job.

2005-12-28T15:03:00.000+08:00

Im so lazy to blog nowades.
Sian.
Christmas was fun.
I had 1 present only.
Sobs.
Erm..i cant rmb wad oredi?
Think very few ppl read my blog.
So ya.
Shall juz end here.
Bye.

2005-12-22T17:50:00.000+08:00

BOREDOM KILLS.
Im so damn bored!
Argh..
Cant wait 4 christmas...

Lying to myself everydae.
Everyone tells me dis.
I think otherwise.
BOOOOO...
Wake up to reality.

Oh yes yes.
My younger sis is overjoyed.
Cuz...simple reason.
She got into stc.
Gd 4 her.
HAHA!
her turn to wake up
super duber early every morn.
She hav plans to join band.
Aahahaha.
Wadeva.
It's her choice.
Weeeeeeee.........

Ok.
I hafta grab a bite.
Then off i go 4 penitential.
Hafta confess my sins b4 chirstmas.
So tt Santa will gimmie pressies.
Lame.....
K. i betta get gg.
;)

2005-12-20T15:39:00.000+08:00

Aft spending a total of
8 daes and 7 nites at both
costa sands resort at pasir ris
and downtown east,
i miss hm....
My bed and my teddy!
Thk gdness.
My parents wanted to go shopping.
And they offer to take my stinky
clothings hm and exchange 4 clean ones.

Yup.
Overall was fun.
Nw im so damn bored at hm.
Yay.
Counting down the daes to
christmas dae,

City sidewalks busy sidewalks.
Dressed in holidae style.
blah blah blah
SOON IT WILL BE CHRISTMAS DAE.

2005-12-11T16:26:00.000+08:00

My hair.
:)))))))))))))))))))))
Yay. It's so much nicer now.
N i love it.
My head feels lighter?
But i still miss my long hair.
But i can play wif my hair now.
Style it, gel it, spike it.
Heh..

Oh yea.
Im so bored.
N boredom drives me to the extent
of decorating my spectacles.
I hav shiny purple nail polish,
glittery nail polish,
and a star nail polish.
So i fitted 3 stars at the corner
of one of the lens.
Painted the sides of my specs
all glittery.
N at the rims of the lens,
i painted it using the shiny
purple nail polish.
So my specs is purple, glittery
and starry.
:D
I'll take a pic n upload it.
Hehe.
I love it. ;)

Gdness.
Im so into stars now.
Almost every accessory i buy
has smth starry.
Ahahahha.
Butterflies and stars.
My favourite. (:

Oh yes!
Todae is sundae.
N it's supposed to b my confirmation.
Ahahahaha.
Mr. Pregnant man.
Im gonna b real sacarstic.

Hmm....
Todae is sundae.
tt means tmw is mon.
tt means it's the comm's chalet.
Weeee.....
Nah. im nt tt excited.
I hav a feeling it's
gonna be boring.
And it's gonna be a series
of chalet 4 me.
Im prob get sick n tired
of chalets.
Gdness.
Speaking of it.
I haven pack my bag yet.
I dun even noe wad bag i shld carry.
So many many many clothes.
Plus a big fat guitar.
-groans........
Bye.
I shall start counting and
loading my bag wif underwears
first. ;)

2005-12-10T14:23:00.000+08:00

Hmm..
I cant use the comp tt often now.
Sobs.
Cuz, my older sis is back
frm her sch trip at KL.
Yay.
She smuggled bubblegums
and bought me a nice
hp accessory thingy
and a nice butterfly rubber band.
Sobs.
Talking abt rubber band.
I cant tie my hair.
My hair!!
Whines.
It's getting frm bad to worse.
I dun care.
Im gonna cut it ltr.
N yes.
It'll be shoulder length.
Sobs.

So so.
Ytd, was another fun-filled dae
wif my church fwens.
Much preparations for the chalet.
The play, the dance.
The drama.
Gdness.
I can almost lose my voice
yelling and acting as the gd dance
teacher and the boastful dance trchr.
But all in all, it was so farnie.
;)

Speaking of spending so much
time wif my church fwens.
I miss my schmates/classmates.
The usuals iris, mich, sheryl n rach.
The class cliquqe.
Those bingo games.
The many picture taking sessions.
Those bdae celebrations tog.
Hmm.....
And my transportaton partners.
Mel, chris, karmila.
Im missing everyone.
The goofy goobers club.
I wan another outing.
Miss miss miss miss
u all so very very much.

Hmm.
Wait.
I wan to meet u all.
But wif my new hair style.
So...
im off now.
To cut my hair.
YAY!

2005-12-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

U can call me crazy.
I dun care.
Haha.
Y i said dis, reason being
is bcuz...i attempted to
cut my hair juz now.
N i did it.
Rmb tt entry when i complained
abt my ugly hair style aft i came
back frm the hair dresser's?
Well...im trying to make my hair look
nicer.
So i sat at the dresser table.
Took a comb and scissors.
N started snipping my frindge.
I dare nt touch the sides and
the back of my hair.
Cuz im no pro.
So yea...
I'll prob go to another salon
to cut a diff type of hair style
mebbe sooner or later.
And aft which, i shall nt
visit any salons.
For i've learnt my lesson
and i've cultivated dis phobia
of cutting my hair.
Pls anyone??
Pls kindly tell me
the word tt says
phobia of cutting hair.
wadwadwadphobia?
Snipohairphobia?
Cutohairyphobia?
Ok. I shall wait 4 ans
n nt carrying on being lame.
HAHA.

Well well well.
wad to say?
I 4got.
I shall juz end here.
Gdness.
I juz realise dis whole entry
is base on my hair.
Haha.
Call me vain, i dun care.
Self beauty is impt wad.
It's the impression u wan ppl
to hav on u.
Looks counts.
Ok ok.
Sucha nagger.
Bye.

2005-12-07T15:33:00.000+08:00

Hmm.
So bored. so bored.
Im like searching 4 guitar chords.
Christmas songs.
4 the comm chalet.
Plus my fam's chalet.
tt means i hav more barangs to carry.
Sian.
Im juz counting down.
Abt 3 or 4 more daes.
Yea.

Tt guitar tabs website loads
so damn hell slow.
Im getting a bit irritated.

Gosh.
Im so bored.
Entertain me pls.

2005-12-06T20:47:00.000+08:00

Im back. ;)
The chalet was fun.
I juz woke up frm slp
to restore my
lost energy due to slping real
late like 6++ am.

Played.
Swam.
Cycyled.
Bowled.
Ghost story telling.
Lame joke telling.
Light stick party.
Beaching.

Heh.
Did u see the word "cycled"?
Yes. I MADE IT.
I did it.
I manage to ride a bike.
A great achivement for me. ;)
Thank you to the many
who helped me.
Mary: for the basics.
Vera: for waiting when i was slow.
Deb: for the many words of encouragement.
Julian: for riding beside me most of the time.
Thank you all.
Did i eva mention these company
of ppl r reallie cute?
Ahahaha. They're all younger than me.
N i manage to poke fun of em.
By making em say "pls jie jie"
when they wan smth.
N "thank you jie jie"
when they got wad they wanted.
They sound so young but nah...
they r either younger than me by
1,2,3, or 4 yrs.

Bowling is fun.
I juz learnt how to bowl ytd
n i manage to hit a strike.
Yay. :)

Heh.
Oh yes...
The case of my missing hp
has been investigated n solved by my mum.
Im so damn hell 4getful.
Im prob suffering frm early stages of old age.
Senile dementia.
Im reallie 4getful at times,
and it's scary.
I can 4gt where i place smth a few
mins ago.
Gdness.
Wad sickness do i hav?
Brain tumour??
Lack of red blood cells being
transported to the brain?
Im reallie afraid.
Juz hope dis doesnt get worse.
Or i'll hafta visit the doc
n noe wad i dun wan to
happen upon me.

Well well.
Aft so many daes of playing.
My whole body is aching.
Body massage is all tt i wan.
Anybody owns a osim chair??

2005-12-04T02:28:00.000+08:00

Blogger is mad.
There's smth wrong wif the dates.
Anw.
Im so excited.
I'll b away for the time being.
Cuz i'll b at vera's chalet.
Yipee.
Im gonna use dis opportunity
to learn how to bike.
Yea, so kiddy-middy, huh?
So old yet i dunno how to
ride a bike.
Anw.
Wait 4 the anouncement
of gd news
aft i come back to blog.
Mebbe, i'll b able to ride
a bike.
Yipee.
Anw, i hope it doesnt rain.
Cuz i wanna even my tann.
Im wanna get more tann.
Yay.
So erm..i shall
double check my
barangs to see if i
miss out any impt things.
Bye.
Miss me while im gone.

2005-12-03T13:56:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.....
Im whining everydae.
Cuz i dun like my hair.
Thanks to tt dumb hair dresser.
How long more...
How long must i wait till my hair
can grow to it's previous length?
Whines..whines..whines..
HAHA.

Im glad once and for all,
the weird dae is now gone.
Im glad those gingko nuts,
(comm boys) hav stop
making nuisance calls
and sending lame sms-es.
I guess, they r juz childish ppl.
Get so excited over a hp.
N do all kinds of nonsense.
And so happen tt the best
person to experiment on
is me...
Wait till u gingko nuts noe.
During the comm chalet,
i'll make u all do dumb
and embarrassing forfeits
and i'll take pictures of all ur
embarrassing moments!
Haha.
Juz u wait.
(too bad, i dun think any
of u rascals read my blog)
None of u is warned.
HAHAHHAHAHA.
:p

Starting frm vera's chalet.
It'll b a series of chalets for me.
Aft her chalet, 5 more daes,
it'll b the comm chalet.
On the very last dae of the comm chalet,
which is the 15th,
my own family chalet starts.
Gdness.
Im gonna need plenty of washing powder.
Or my clothes is gonna smell.
N i can break the record of the
most smelly child of
the cheong family.
Im still thinking of who
to invite 4 my fam's chalet.
Anybody wanna come?
Raise ur hands pls.
Ahhh...so lame.
Guess i hafta crack my head
n ask ard.
Shld it b church fwens im inviting
or classmates/schmates?
Hmm..........

Anw, i made a tag board.
Cuz so many ppl wans me
to have one.
So...there's one available at the
link tt says "tag"
Yea. I changed the link tt said
"stuffs" to "tag".
Okay.
So erm...
happy tagging everyone.
Cheers.

2005-12-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

Hey.
A whole dae of shopping.
My feet aches like OUCH!
I left hse at 8.30 or so.
N reached hm at 10 plus plus.

Gg shopping wif my sis,
is embarrassing.
She shouts nonsense so LOUD,
it juz throws my face.
Gdness.
I hadta say countless number
of "shuddups" to her.
Sigh...
But it's oso fun to shop wif her la.
But quite troublesome at times.
Wad to do?
She's my lil sis aft all.

Shopping wif my church fwens is
damn hell farnie.
But it get lame smtimes.
HAha!
Anw, i enjoyed myself la.

Went hm.
I receieved gd news frm parents.
tt ali baba person send $$$$$ !!!
I oso received shocking news.
Erm..wadeva it is,
i'll let it b.
I cannot do anything.
Yup.
Anw, i dun wanna explain
all those things again.
Dorothy noes how i feel.
Yes.

Overall.
Todae is a very WEIRD dae.
Weird fone calls.
Weird sms-es.
Weird news.
Weird things.
It's making me feel so weird.
I can almost go crazy.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Oh yes.
I cant wait 4 vera's chalet.
I wanna play as "michelle"
(9am show. rainbow connections)
Me as "michelle"?
Dun ask me why.
Bdae girl vera said so.
Okay. I accept.
Anw, happie birthdae vera.
U'll definitely fall in love wif the
presents. ;)
Dun 4get to show me hw
jeremy looks like.
Heh.

Ok.
My feet is OUCH.
Im gonna do sm massage.

2005-12-01T23:39:00.000+08:00

I feel so sad.
For dis lil p6 boy.
Yet im happy.
Gdness.
But im more of happie.
I feel sorry for his ignorance
and stupidity.
I feel happy cuz im a saddist?
Anw.
The reason y i hadta deal wif
dis pri 6 boy is bcuz, i
hadta teach him a lesson.
It's reallie got nth to do wif me.
This pri 6 boy is called Malcolm.
My younger sis, ex.
Yes. no mistakes, no typo.
My younger sis's ex-boyfwen.
Interesting, huh?
He is juz a ah beng.
I din like the idea of him
being wif my younger sis.
No, im nt jealous.
Juz tt i prefer my younger sis
wif her other ex-boyfwen.
Yes. she has two bf.
Her previous bf b4 Malcolm was more
of a ...erm..gentlemen?
Yup.
Cuz Malcolm irritates me.
He drive me nuts.
He is sucha ah beng.
He uses hokkien vulgarities.
I've nvr heard em b4.
such as suck dick.
N i dunno wad.
He obviously use the norms
like Cheeb*e and blah.
Eng vulgarities, needless to say.
Fucker, bitch, blah blah blah.
He's a EM 3 boy.
I hav no offence.
But im glad i found a reason to
his horrible behavior and attitude.

Anw, he hated the idea of my sis
being wif her other ex.
Farnie thing is, both Malcolm and
tt ex is in the same sch.
Same age.
Gdness.
He threatens to do nonsense
ah beng stuff.
Sigh...
Kids nowadaes r.. (im wordless)
So now she's broken off wif Malcolm.
It's a relief 4 me.
She wanna go back to her other ex.
Im feel happy 4 her.
So Malcolm went bananas
n said he's gonna do smth to my sis ex.
Madness.
Anw.
Aft all those hoo-haas, it was juz a threat.
Dumbo.

So tt dae.
I was wif my church fwens.
They all knew abt my sis's love life.
So they wanted to help.
Cuz her ex was one of us.
The church clique?
Or hw shall i put it?
Anw, tt dae we were at one of the
girl's hse.
We decided to play pranks on the
ppl in church. It was hilarious!
So. We decided to get back at Malcolm.
So, i used my hp sms him,
and lied i was a lil pri6 gal
tt fell in love wif him.
Okay okay.
And blah blah.
It's only 3 daes frm tt dae we played pranks.
I juz received a fone call frm him.
(i rejected many calls frm him)
I hadta sound like a shy lil girl,
i could've developed a sore throat man.
And he said i sounded so act cute.
Like i care.
I had a hard time.
I nearly died cuz i hadta stop
myself frm luffing.
Gdness.
It was dead hilarious.
The worse thing is.
He said he oso like me (pri 6 supposedly)
HAHA!
I nearly died, cuz i hafta stop myself frm luffing.
N he made me call him honey b4 hanging up.
Gosh, i had goose pimples. eeeewww.

So.
Y i feel sad 4 him.
It's bcz, he's so damn dumb.
Hav nt met.
Dun even noe the real identity.
N say i like you too.

So...
this explains the mix of feelings.
Sad cuz of his ignorance.
N happy cuz im training to b a saddist?
Hahaha.
Wadeva it is.
I wanna be his councillor.
I'll continue playing.
N i'll find the rite time to tell him
the truth n tok sense to him.
It's reallie sad to see wad the
world is gonna bcum.
If more rascals like him is
gonna develop.
sigh.
God, almighty father above,
pls help these ppl.
Guide them to the rite path.
They hav strayed away frm u.
Forgive em n bless em.
Amen.

2005-12-01T15:10:00.000+08:00

Hmm.
So i cant get confirmed dis yr.
Cuz tt pregnant man is so unreasonable.
Bcuz i missed the first dae of the
confi camp.
My dad called the parish priest.
He actually approved.
Farnie thing is.
The parish priest is afraid of the brother.
Afraid of pushing the brother too much,
cuz he might resign.
How foolish.
Cuz by doing so.
The parishners will run away.
Haiz.
But wad to do?
If it's god's will.
Amen. So be it.

Im slacking everydae.
Im so bored.
I wan a job.
Bye.
Im gonna cut my hair.
Monkey style.

2005-11-26T00:43:00.001+08:00

all ready for graduation. women in white wif roses. ;)

2005-11-26T00:43:00.000+08:00

yay. graduation certs.

2005-11-26T00:42:00.000+08:00

before we set off to doll ourselves up

2005-11-26T00:41:00.001+08:00

upon reaching hilton hotel.

2005-11-26T00:41:00.000+08:00

jess (Miss Theresian) me , chris, shermaine. at hilton lobby.

2005-11-26T00:40:00.000+08:00

us and mrs low

2005-11-26T00:39:00.001+08:00

us and poony

2005-11-26T00:39:00.000+08:00

the big big table

2005-11-26T00:38:00.002+08:00

me n iris

2005-11-26T00:38:00.001+08:00

me n suemaine

2005-11-26T00:38:00.000+08:00

christie n i

2005-11-26T00:37:00.000+08:00

the bowl on the dinner table wif lighted candle n flower floating on water. christie attempts to drink i.

2005-11-26T00:36:00.001+08:00

she's attempting to drink erm...

2005-11-26T00:36:00.000+08:00

wait till u see christie goes mad.

2005-11-26T00:35:00.001+08:00

erm....married?

2005-11-26T00:35:00.000+08:00

2005-11-26T00:33:00.001+08:00

dara, me and christie.

2005-11-26T00:33:00.000+08:00

mel,dara, me. all smiles!

2005-11-26T00:32:00.001+08:00

mel n i.

2005-11-26T00:32:00.000+08:00

me and the two stephs.

2005-11-26T00:31:00.001+08:00

umm. nice drink.

2005-11-26T00:31:00.000+08:00

cheers!

2005-11-26T00:30:00.001+08:00

feasting. table 11. ;)

2005-11-26T00:30:00.000+08:00

we got excited upon seeing the pool. we went mad aftwards.

2005-11-26T00:29:00.000+08:00

do i reallie look like a doll?

2005-11-26T00:28:00.001+08:00

barbie dolls unite?

2005-11-26T00:28:00.000+08:00

i was so clumsy here. i wet my shoe. haha.

2005-11-26T00:27:00.001+08:00

2005-11-26T00:27:00.000+08:00

go swimming?

2005-11-26T00:26:00.001+08:00

teenie weenie ME!

2005-11-26T00:26:00.000+08:00

erm? this? i was juz trying to dry my feet n christie took my pic. hmm..

2005-11-26T00:25:00.001+08:00

splish splash

2005-11-26T00:25:00.000+08:00

erm? kuti is very high

2005-11-26T00:24:00.000+08:00

Life guard of the dae.

2005-11-26T00:23:00.000+08:00

the whole lot of us. :)

2005-11-26T00:22:00.001+08:00

back hm.

2005-11-26T00:22:00.000+08:00

self obsession

2005-11-25T16:53:00.000+08:00

FAREWELL STC.
farewell to the 10 yrs of being
an ij girl.
FINALLY. YIPEE!!!
I enjoyed myself todae.
So much so much.
Like totally.
Shant elaborate.
Cuz. Pictures speak more than words.
;)

2005-11-24T16:51:00.000+08:00

I can see thru those nonsense.
U dumb dumb.
Nt farnie.
Im nt stupid.
Haha.
If u think i fell 4 it.
Then u shall b the smartest.
Hail the smarties of all smarty-pants.
:p

2005-11-12T11:03:00.000+08:00

Oh well.
I was debating whether to come online.
In the end, i told myself to take a break.
Y b so harsh?
Anw, there's like a 2 daes break
before more papers come flying.
Yup.
It's been long since im online.
Woohoo.
Im so glad tt the horror week
of tight schedule flooded wif
hard core papers is OVER!
Finally!

11<> 16
Ya noe maths rite?
For equality?
The possible values of X, ya?
This equation above.
Noe the values of x?
Very good.
U noe y?
Cuz tt'll b my ideal L1R4.
Yea!

Ok la.
I cant fully rejoice.
Cuz, ya la.
Still hav more papers.
So i'll take a nap first.
Then CHEONG.
Pls arh.
Left few more papers
DUN slack ok.
Must cheong like
vanessa cheong.
Ok. this is so totally
LAME!
ahaahahahhaahahaaaaaaa.

2005-10-11T09:54:00.000+08:00

Here's a pic of it.
Not tt clear.
But i reallie love it millions!

That tie-back pouf dress. Front view.

2005-10-11T09:53:00.000+08:00

back view.

2005-10-08T12:53:00.000+08:00

Yay. I got my report bk.
It's lousy, but there's
improvements.
Ok. Contradiction.
But take it. It's a fact.
Haha.
I'll spend 1st 3 mths working.
Nth motivates me to set my eyes
on the JCs.
U can lecture me abt the gdness n
wad nots.
But i'll juz b stoning nt bothering.
I'll set my goals 4 ECH at ngee ann.
Yup. business is out la.
A/c was gd then plonk.
Now im getting there again.
But nt as motivated as b4.
Sad case.
Anw my goals r centered.
It's gonna n betta b ECh. Yup.

It's so boring.
Teach me to find happiness
in studying.

Ding dong bell.
Alarm note went ringing.
So..it's my lil sis's bdae.
12 dis yr.
So teenie.
I wished i wld b a lil
girl again.
N oh no.
I could'nt find a time to
get it.
Mei mei arh.
Jie jie yao du shu.
Yao na hao chen ji.
ren hao yao zhuan hen duo
hen duo qian.
ren hao wo hui mai hen duo
hen duo mei hao de li wu
song gei ni.
hao ma?
Ok. she had chinese psle.
Im juz trying to help?
Haha.
Pardon my c6.
But...
haha.
Ok.
So crap.

Cutting cake now.
YUM YUM.
bye.

2005-10-05T08:40:00.000+08:00

Okay.
So i heard 15 ppl din
turn up 4 sch todae.
N im included in the 15.
Okay, so we r all gonna get
grilled once we step into sch tmw.
Okay. So thx anjana 4 the sms.
We all must b very afraid?!
Me scared?
Nope..im juz sad.

Hmm.
So y is it tt other schs allow
the graduating classes to hav
"study leave."
Y is tt other sch's dismissal time
is oso so much earlier than ours.
But their academic progress is
oso much betta as compared to ours?
Okay..dis is reallie strange.

Anw.
Yes, i pon sch.
No big deal.
I studied ok.
I woke up early juz
to do tt. See...
I revised my a/c, mr poon.

Hai ya.
Wadeva it is.
It's so darn true tt.
There's no fairness in da world.
Okay. I surrender.

2005-10-03T10:07:00.000+08:00

I like this song!
But i guess it's more
appropriate 4 u, crystal.
U hear me sis?

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hard way to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust
Not only mebut everyone around me
Because of youI am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side
so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life
because it's empty
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you

2005-10-03T04:31:00.000+08:00

anti-thef*ckman.

St ant's comm has put our heads tog.
N hav come up wif dis.
However the name
anti-thef*ckmad is only temporary.
As we havent settle down to come
up wif an awful nick tt suits him best.
It's obvious who we r targetting at.

This project will commence on
12th oct, wednesday.
Do support us.
Feel free to grap a ribbon.
Frm any of the bro/sis frm the comm.
It's FOC.

Rmb.
Do the rite thing.
If u hav probs getting the ribbon.
Juz simply copy n paste the above pic
to ur blogs.

Thank you.
E sia la pace con noi.

Simon Suppiah is the ultimate sucker.
TOTALLY!

2005-10-02T06:48:00.000+08:00

hey hey.
look at all thses nonsense.
make sense?
haha.
am reallie bored.
gg online is my remedy
for stress releif.
cant help it.

hmm... nth else to add on.
so i'll juz get back.
n start being a nerd.
im all out to make a diff
to those lousy grades.
determined.
enthusiastic.

good grades = betta job
= more money ???

2005-09-30T10:08:00.000+08:00

So much for being a lobster.
My sun burn resulted in many
slpless nites. Hurts like OUCH!
Anw, its so much betta now.
Juz tt my skin's peeling.
Esp my back.
Eew..i look as though i hav some
skin disease or smth. :X

Oh well.
I shldnt b online now.
Juz came here to relief stress.
I've known my prelim results by now.
I tell u...gosh.
The results r an eye sore.
Gdness.
Now it's juz me n my books.
Now i dread gg hm.
Can u believe it?
I actually dread gg hm.
Main reason: i dun wanna study.
I'll feel so damn guilty if i din touch
my books.
Gdness gracious.
How i wish time wld fly like..
woooooossssshhhhhhhh.

Bothersome.
Im gonna hav my dinner now.
Tmw's holy holy holy.
gg to st theresa's church.
Celebrate patron's dae n the
1st round of sending off da grads.
Quick quick.
I cant wait to bid stc farewell.

Oh yea.
N choir farewell party was pathetic!
Shant elaborate.
There's gonna b a make up one.
On the final dae of sch term.
Tt betta b nice.

Yup.
Too much crapping here.
STUDY HARD AND
NEVER GIVE UP!!!!

2005-09-25T06:45:00.000+08:00

Juz came back frm sentosa.
Im totally exhausted.
Karm, mel, chris.
We did lotsa nonsense.
Palawan beach has 3 round floating
yellow UFO-lookalike disc.
So we all swam n sat on it.
Got bored.
So chris n i.
Went back to our belongings.
Bought cards n put tidbits in a
plastic bag.
N swam back.
My bag of tidbits was so full
to the extent tt it became a float.
Gosh. It was so hilarious.
I couldnt stop luffing.
N my whole mouth was so salty.
I almost died of dehydration.
The polka cards were soaking wet too.
N we keep litering in the sea.
By burying wrappers n unwanted stuff
under the waters.
We went to the other side of the beach.
We scared the hell outta the life guards.
Cuz mel n karm cant reallie swim.
So chris n i had em piggy-backed.
We swam frm one shore to the other.
We nearly died.
I was so tired.
Karm was practically pulling me down.
N no matter how much i kick.
We remained in the same position.
We din move an inch.
Gosh. Madness.
We started grabing one another 4 support.
Making hell lotta noise.
In the middle.
N tt's where it's the deepest.
Goodness.
When we finally made it.
The life guard was like.
4 of u cant swim well.
U betta stay ard dis area.
N we burst out luffing.

Im so totally exhausted.
N im a lil burnt on my shoulders.
My face feels stinged.
Oh dear.
Think i wanna take a nap.
Lullaby.

2005-09-24T11:28:00.000+08:00

Boy oh boy.
Boos 4 prelim results.
My L1R5 is bombed.
Wait till the final score is out.
My parents r gonna nag.
It's only prelims.
4-5 more weeks.
Within dis time span it's
enuff to make a diff?
Hopefully.
Jump 3 grades. 3 grades!

Bothersome.
Am still nt in the do or
die mood.
Anw.
Im gg sentosa wif the
morning trios tmw.
Karm, mel, chris.
N the nxt plan to trick
Mr Egoistic will resume.
Yup.
tt means i get to play roles again.
Hooray.

Oh well.
Every morn i wake up.
I prayed it'd b O's.
Cuz im on the verge of dying.
Not due to stress or wadeva.
It's the meanies n stinky.
Meanies' treatment n attitude
and
Stinky's causing daily brain damage.
Guess who im toking abt?
No way im gonna say it out.
Cuz i've learnt to tolerate.
I've learnt to b patient.
I've mastered the art of perserverance.
Yeah...like real.
But.
Wad can i do?
I must'nt b mean.

Ah wadeva.
Tmw shall b a full dae of enjoyment.
B4 i reallie get down to seriousness.
So..im gonna put on a super smiley face.
N juz play real hard.
Too bad i cant bring a cam dis time.
Cuz of wad happened previously.
Now big sis dun trust me.
Fine. Nvm.
Yup.
Alright.
Im off to pack the necessaries.
Bye.

2005-09-23T08:16:00.000+08:00

Prelims r over.
Finally.
Im so relaxed.
I juz wanna slack.
Dun see myself getting all ready.
N prepared...
To start full time revision 4 O's.
I juz wanna enjoy myself.
Mebbe i'll take a week off.
N then blah...kill myself.
By forcing myself to complete
all the damn tys.

Anw.
Went 4 cat class last sun.
Received a disheartening news.
Prom clashes wif confirmation camp.
How great...
N the cat class trchrs r forcin us to
sacrifice n refund $ frm prom.
Hey..i wanna enjoy aft hell.
N anw, aft prom, i hafta head down
for another celebration.
Clash. Bang bang bang.
All tt im looking forward to...
seem to disappear b4 my eyes.
How sad.
4gdness sake trchr.
Postpone the camp dates.
How can he like arrange the dates
without clarifying wif the class.
Juz simply assume we can make it.
Hey..we're the ones getting confirmed.
At least ask the class la.
Gosh. Dilemma.
Both r equally impt to me.
Damn. How wonderful can dis get.
Rubbish.

N i think my church.
Is the slowest church in getting
the confirmants confirmed.
Like other confirmants in other parishes
get confirmed when they're in sec 3
or the earlier part of dis yr.
Gingko nut.

Hmm. Dumb.
Thought i could pon sch tmw.
But scripts r being returned
one aft another.
N there's sm nus lecturer coming
to giv lecture abt prose n peotry.
YAWN...

Im gg bonkers.
Am gonna bang my head
against the wall.
Bye.

2005-08-29T11:23:00.000+08:00

It's the 6th dae oredi.
N i haven recover frm my cold.
My nose had been a running tap
since tuesdae.
My infected throat is betta.
But has lotsa disgusting phlegm.
As a result, i lost half of my voice.
I developed a slight fever juz now.
Slept 4 many hrs.
So now im so awake.
N i'll definitely hav trouble slping ltr.

Anw.
I've decided to cut down on comp.
Hafta giv my best 4 prelims.
So...
I'll only b back.
During the one week aft prelims.
Which is starting frm the 26th sept.
Aft tt one week break.
I'll b gone once again.
For the last lap of preparation
for O'LEVELS !
Then i'll b back on the 23rd nov.
Announcing the end of "suffering".

September preliminary exam.
12 mon.
Emaths 2. 0800-1000
E Lit. 1130-1300

13 tue.
all the best to MT retakers.

14 wed.
SS 0800-0930
Bio 4 1030-1145

15 thur.
Chem 3 1030-1145

16 fri.
Geog 2 1100-1315

19 Mon.
Accounts 2 1100-1300

20 tue.
E maths 1 0800-1000
Accounts 1 1100-1200

21 wed.
Chem/bio 1 0800-0900
Geog 1 1000-1145

Bye.

THE PRICE OF SUCCESS
IS PERSERVERANCE.